If you could change your name.. (Page 2)

Yeah, that's so central to my moods, the seasons...it's weird, sometimes I get sad when the snow starts melting, or when the sun starts shining after winter...do you ever feel that way?

They say that Oregon has very defined seasons, so you'd like it here probably.

"not an automatic"---> PERFECT, now I understand. LOL. Yeah I would think you're not quite ready for that just yet with your side hurting and all.

and yes it did make sense. when i was in colorado it didnt rain once, god it was dry. one night i went to bed and the next morning my lips were chapped. how does that happen in your sleep? wierd.

It did make sense? lol, okay good 😛

oh weird, chapped lips by morning, that would freak me out!! arid/cold climate it must be...my boyriend's mother lives in Colorado...she hates it, the weather makes her miserable.

So where have you been in your travels? Besides where you've already told me? I find it pretty fascinating that you get to do that...although I wouldn't want to do it *too* much, the option would be nice.

weird, everyone went to bed i think...lol

i actually like snow. i was born in ny, we lived there till i was 10. then we migrated like birds.

lol, wow, that's cool...did you like living in New York? I would love to visit there some day.

I like snow too...I just wish it didn't have to be so damn cold out...lol

hmm. let me see... ive worked in south dakota, minnesota(sp?), wisconsin, colorado, arkansas, illinos(sp?), ohio, georgia, michigan, and indiana. thats about it i think. i do like seeing new places and traveling, but i think it is opposite from the direction that i feel my life needs to go.
its actually not much of a life, and i dont want to turn out to be like some of the guys ive seen that do that all the time

wow, you've been everywhere almost! I've only travelled to California...how sad is that?!

When you say you think it's the opposite of where you want your life to go, do you mean that you'd rather settle down in one spot (not talking about marriage, just settling in to one place)? I can understand.

Do you prefer big cities, or small towns, cj?

i know youve seen the movie so. at about 24 i went through a great expectations stage, and put all foolish dreams aside(love and happiness) and decided to grow up. all i did was work. and i mean like a bat outta hell. 12 to 14 hour days were very common, weekends, holidays, i didnt care. i feel like i shut my emotions down and became a worker drone. i dont want to feel that way anymore. i want to feel like i used to.

i like them both, like now i live in a small town, maybe eighteen thousand. but its only maybe thirty five minutes to orlando.

Oh I just LOVE IT when my computer completely freezes when I'm in the middle of a conversation with someone... (!!!) Sorry cj...

Okay wow, for a Cancer I am suprised that you were able to cut off emotionally at all, but I completely understand what you mean. I have the urge to do that sometimes, but I don't know if I could actually do it. It's weird though, and depressing sometimes, because sometimes it feels like those really *are* foolish dreams, even though in the back of my mind I know they don't have to be so.

*very observant of you by the way, to know that I've seen that movie... 🙂

btw you should check out my quotes page on my website, I added a bunch more...

you went to bed, didn't you? LOL, damn...I hate my computer!!

i loooooooove big cities, i wanna wake up in the morning and be able to hear cars honking and ppl screaming or talking and kids playing basketball when i wake up from my alarm clock..yes..i think nyc is the place for me

im still up

although at times id probably be like GERAHH!! and throw something out the window but id still love it..

I love Portland Oregon...big city yet feels homey, you can walk everywhere but still it's huge...it's weird.

oh yay, you're still up!!

lots of activity for a gemini to feast on.

LOL Lena!

Yeah I'd say NYC sounds right up your alley Lena 🙂

I definitely *don't* want to hear kids screaming when I wake up...I already get that where I live, and I don't live in a big city. lol

LOL

I would love to live on the beach, in a cottage- style house...nice and quiet, with the ocean being the only real source of noise.

That and seagulls.

yeah thats nice too!

cj, you think you could build me a beach house? lol 😛

I'll pay you...lol

its pretty quite here. i dont know if i want to stay here or not. ive thought about moving but i dont know where id want to go.

u buy the land, ill build both of us beach houses

it not so bad here. its 50 minutes to the east coast, an hour and fifteen to the west coast, and about five hours to the keys. with lakes everywhere inbetween.

Right on^^...actually I think you should just build one large mansion and we can share. We're friends, we can handle it. LOL!

I would love to live in Brookings, OR. It's this coastal town that's expensive to live in but I just love how everything is fish and boats, you know? So cute.

Yeah cj, sounds good...I've always wanted to go to Florida, just to see what it's like...sounds exciting

My aunt used to live in Key Biscane. She loved it!

it must be the water sign thing but, it definitly soothing to be around water. a running stream, waves crashing, waterfalls. i love it.

yes, me too! Good point, about the water sign correlation. I love going to sleep to the sound of my trickling fountain. Yet, other times, it annoys me...but for the most part, I love it. And yeah, waves crashing is perhaps the best sound on the planet.

the keys are really nice, ive been, but i need to take time a go for a week or so and just fish and explore, relax, kick back. just like the corona commercials. lol.

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lol, i love those corona commercials, they definitely make you want to escape (and um, have a beer) LOL. Yeah you seem like someone who works really hard and I think you deserve a vacation. Send me a postcard, and while you're there you can scope property for our beach mansion, okay? lol

better yet, take me with you! lol

(you won't even know i'm there, you can even banish me to the mansion if you want) 😛

^^oh wait that hasn't been built yet...lol

yeah this is a crappy vacation im on now.lol

lol, okay...you don't have to take me. *sniffle. 😢

were gonna have to save a lot of money, thats big time real estate

but in this fantasy, nothing costs money 🙂

oh..... okay. u can come