Pisces moon depression

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LordComplexity: Empathy is not your strong suit. What the fuck? She is suffering and you know from personal

experience what she is going through. There is a difference between asskicking with the intention of motivating and there is asskicking which puts people down. You do the latter.

I am a Taurus and I have clinical depression.

Do the following:

- Go to the doctor,psychiatrist and let him determine if you are melancholic or clinically depressed and if so

does is it physical or psychological. Do some google reasearch on that

- During that episodes you must fight hard against the urge to rest and give in to the negative thoughts.

You must be counterintuitive and brutal on yourself during that episodes.

- Write a paper with Activities and helpful thoughts and pull it up when you are down and do the stuff.

I recommend:

- A brisk walk even if your legs feel like heavy concrete.

- Anything that forces you to focus not on yourself such as chatting, socializing etc.

- google what to do during a depressive episode and find out what works for you.

There is a lot you can do for yourself, educate yourself, and try out all the tipps.
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Posted by LordComplexity
That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
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LordComplexity: Empathy is not your strong suit. What the fuck? She is suffering and you know from personal

experience what she is going through. There is a difference between asskicking with the intention of motivating and there is asskicking which puts people down. You do the latter.

I am a Taurus and I have clinical depression.

Do the following:

- Go to the doctor,psychiatrist and let him determine if you are melancholic or clinically depressed and if so

does is it physical or psychological. Do some google reasearch on that

- During that episodes you must fight hard against the urge to rest and give in to the negative thoughts.

You must be counterintuitive and brutal on yourself during that episodes.

- Write a paper with Activities and helpful thoughts and pull it up when you are down and do the stuff.

I recommend:

- A brisk walk even if your legs feel like heavy concrete.

- Anything that forces you to focus not on yourself such as chatting, socializing etc.

- google what to do during a depressive episode and find out what works for you.

There is a lot you can do for yourself, educate yourself, and try out all the tipps.
Thank you. The one who ends up pulling me out of it is my son. I feel like I have to do better for him. And thus I do. Children are amazing ❤
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
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Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.
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Posted by LordComplexity
That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.
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I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
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LordComplexity: Empathy is not your strong suit. What the fuck? She is suffering and you know from personal

experience what she is going through. There is a difference between asskicking with the intention of motivating and there is asskicking which puts people down. You do the latter.

I am a Taurus and I have clinical depression.

Do the following:

- Go to the doctor,psychiatrist and let him determine if you are melancholic or clinically depressed and if so

does is it physical or psychological. Do some google reasearch on that

- During that episodes you must fight hard against the urge to rest and give in to the negative thoughts.

You must be counterintuitive and brutal on yourself during that episodes.

- Write a paper with Activities and helpful thoughts and pull it up when you are down and do the stuff.

I recommend:

- A brisk walk even if your legs feel like heavy concrete.

- Anything that forces you to focus not on yourself such as chatting, socializing etc.

- google what to do during a depressive episode and find out what works for you.

There is a lot you can do for yourself, educate yourself, and try out all the tipps.
Thank you. The one who ends up pulling me out of it is my son. I feel like I have to do better for him. And thus I do. Children are amazing ❤
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Yes that`s a great motivation. You owe it to him to see this through. Maybe you can "use" him during those episodes? Make him laugh, kiss him, do something with him. Love and laughter is the perfect antidote for

depression.
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Posted by LordComplexity
That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
Hey retard, for a self-proclaimed bisexual man you sure love to hurl homophobic slurs. Go give a cliff a running leaping hug, you'll do the world a favor, as well as yourself evidently.
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.
I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
click to expand

That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
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LordComplexity: Empathy is not your strong suit. What the fuck? She is suffering and you know from personal

experience what she is going through. There is a difference between asskicking with the intention of motivating and there is asskicking which puts people down. You do the latter.

I am a Taurus and I have clinical depression.

Do the following:

- Go to the doctor,psychiatrist and let him determine if you are melancholic or clinically depressed and if so

does is it physical or psychological. Do some google reasearch on that

- During that episodes you must fight hard against the urge to rest and give in to the negative thoughts.

You must be counterintuitive and brutal on yourself during that episodes.

- Write a paper with Activities and helpful thoughts and pull it up when you are down and do the stuff.

I recommend:

- A brisk walk even if your legs feel like heavy concrete.

- Anything that forces you to focus not on yourself such as chatting, socializing etc.

- google what to do during a depressive episode and find out what works for you.

There is a lot you can do for yourself, educate yourself, and try out all the tipps.
Thank you. The one who ends up pulling me out of it is my son. I feel like I have to do better for him. And thus I do. Children are amazing ❤


Yes that`s a great motivation. You owe it to him to see this through. Maybe you can "use" him during those episodes? Make him laugh, kiss him, do something with him. Love and laughter is the perfect antidote for

depression.
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He's so happy and that's what pulls me out. He's only 4 months old, but his smile just makes everything okay.
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.
I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
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All this scorp energy is making things more difficult. I try and put myself in my writing and in my son. So my mind has less time to wander and confuse me on feelings.
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.
I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
All this scorp energy is making things more difficult. I try and put myself in my writing and in my son. So my mind has less time to wander and confuse me on feelings.
click to expand

Scorpio energy sucks lol, fuck it. Focus instead on the intellectual Virgo sun & nurturing Pisces moon. Let your son inspire you in that way. It's alot easier to handle if you know what's causing your depression.

My suicidal tendencies at this time last year were caused by my inability to keep my love for my Virgo boy a secret, as well as my fear of his rejection. Being stuck in limbo is far worse than the outcome of the situation. If you know what the problem is, you should really deal with it. If you don't, it's just gonna keep coming back to haunt you.
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LordComplexity: Empathy is not your strong suit. What the fuck? She is suffering and you know from personal

experience what she is going through. There is a difference between asskicking with the intention of motivating and there is asskicking which puts people down. You do the latter.

I am a Taurus and I have clinical depression.

Do the following:

- Go to the doctor,psychiatrist and let him determine if you are melancholic or clinically depressed and if so

does is it physical or psychological. Do some google reasearch on that

- During that episodes you must fight hard against the urge to rest and give in to the negative thoughts.

You must be counterintuitive and brutal on yourself during that episodes.

- Write a paper with Activities and helpful thoughts and pull it up when you are down and do the stuff.

I recommend:

- A brisk walk even if your legs feel like heavy concrete.

- Anything that forces you to focus not on yourself such as chatting, socializing etc.

- google what to do during a depressive episode and find out what works for you.

There is a lot you can do for yourself, educate yourself, and try out all the tipps.
Thank you. The one who ends up pulling me out of it is my son. I feel like I have to do better for him. And thus I do. Children are amazing ❤


Yes that`s a great motivation. You owe it to him to see this through. Maybe you can "use" him during those episodes? Make him laugh, kiss him, do something with him. Love and laughter is the perfect antidote for

depression.
He's so happy and that's what pulls me out. He's only 4 months old, but his smile just makes everything okay.
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Yes, that`s what I mean. See? All you gotta do is be with him a and have a good time with him when you are down. You have an "instant feel good tool" available to you. Do that, not just journaling.
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.
I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
All this scorp energy is making things more difficult. I try and put myself in my writing and in my son. So my mind has less time to wander and confuse me on feelings.
Scorpio energy sucks lol, fuck it. Focus instead on the intellectual Virgo sun & nurturing Pisces moon. Let your son inspire you in that way. It's alot easier to handle if you know what's causing your depression.

My suicidal tendencies at this time last year were caused by my inability to keep my love for my Virgo boy a secret, as well as my fear of his rejection. Being stuck in limbo is far worse than the outcome of the situation. If you know what the problem is, you should really deal with it. If you don't, it's just gonna keep coming back to haunt you.
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I'm still trying to recover from my abusive relationship. And my son is the only good that came from it. I love my boy dearly, but his father put me through hell that I'm still coping with.
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LordComplexity: Empathy is not your strong suit. What the fuck? She is suffering and you know from personal

experience what she is going through. There is a difference between asskicking with the intention of motivating and there is asskicking which puts people down. You do the latter.

I am a Taurus and I have clinical depression.

Do the following:

- Go to the doctor,psychiatrist and let him determine if you are melancholic or clinically depressed and if so

does is it physical or psychological. Do some google reasearch on that

- During that episodes you must fight hard against the urge to rest and give in to the negative thoughts.

You must be counterintuitive and brutal on yourself during that episodes.

- Write a paper with Activities and helpful thoughts and pull it up when you are down and do the stuff.

I recommend:

- A brisk walk even if your legs feel like heavy concrete.

- Anything that forces you to focus not on yourself such as chatting, socializing etc.

- google what to do during a depressive episode and find out what works for you.

There is a lot you can do for yourself, educate yourself, and try out all the tipps.
Thank you. The one who ends up pulling me out of it is my son. I feel like I have to do better for him. And thus I do. Children are amazing ❤


Yes that`s a great motivation. You owe it to him to see this through. Maybe you can "use" him during those episodes? Make him laugh, kiss him, do something with him. Love and laughter is the perfect antidote for

depression.
He's so happy and that's what pulls me out. He's only 4 months old, but his smile just makes everything okay.


Yes, that`s what I mean. See? All you gotta do is be with him a and have a good time with him when you are down. You have an "instant feel good tool" available to you. Do that, not just journaling.
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I will. Thank you ❤
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.
I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
All this scorp energy is making things more difficult. I try and put myself in my writing and in my son. So my mind has less time to wander and confuse me on feelings.
Scorpio energy sucks lol, fuck it. Focus instead on the intellectual Virgo sun & nurturing Pisces moon. Let your son inspire you in that way. It's alot easier to handle if you know what's causing your depression.

My suicidal tendencies at this time last year were caused by my inability to keep my love for my Virgo boy a secret, as well as my fear of his rejection. Being stuck in limbo is far worse than the outcome of the situation. If you know what the problem is, you should really deal with it. If you don't, it's just gonna keep coming back to haunt you.
I'm still trying to recover from my abusive relationship. And my son is the only good that came from it. I love my boy dearly, but his father put me through hell that I'm still coping with.
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It's the victim mentality that getting over it is unfortunately far easier said than done. It's the whole "why did this have to happen to me, I'm a good person & didn't deserve any of it".

There is no good reason for it, shit happens. I was the same way last year and it drove me suicidal. The best way I know to get over it is to focus on the good things & the love in your life. Mine is my Jed. Yours is your son.
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.
I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
All this scorp energy is making things more difficult. I try and put myself in my writing and in my son. So my mind has less time to wander and confuse me on feelings.
Scorpio energy sucks lol, fuck it. Focus instead on the intellectual Virgo sun & nurturing Pisces moon. Let your son inspire you in that way. It's alot easier to handle if you know what's causing your depression.

My suicidal tendencies at this time last year were caused by my inability to keep my love for my Virgo boy a secret, as well as my fear of his rejection. Being stuck in limbo is far worse than the outcome of the situation. If you know what the problem is, you should really deal with it. If you don't, it's just gonna keep coming back to haunt you.
I'm still trying to recover from my abusive relationship. And my son is the only good that came from it. I love my boy dearly, but his father put me through hell that I'm still coping with.
It's the victim mentality that getting over it is unfortunately far easier said than done. It's the whole "why did this have to happen to me, I'm a good person & didn't deserve any of it".

There is no good reason for it, shit happens. I was the same way last year and it drove me suicidal. The best way I know to get over it is to focus on the good things & the love in your life. Mine is my Jed. Yours is your son.
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Thank you ❤

I love how you simplified this.
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Hey, a Pisces sun Sagittarius moon being late here. I just found out your post and I had the same status and successfully got out of it occasionally. The point here is that, you don't need to focus more on your son. This is not personal or anything, but you should know with depression you should find its source and don't project it by creating another cover of love and hide it inside. It's very dangerous due to after many covers put up and pull down you will eventually become more depressed and have many more emotional outburst. There are certain reasons and causes a typical Pisces shall face:

- Stuck with life being too bored or daily routine or cannot be advanced.

- Mistreated.

- Terrible past and still cannot get over.

- Fear of being abandoned, of being single again or just a mere fear of loneliness.

- The comparisons of lives altogether. Do not compare yourself with those around you since everyone will show there best sides only and you will get wrong notions on how well they're doing. At night, we all struggle but struggle different problems.

- Many more...

My resolution is to find an understanding and respectful friend, to share stories with them and things that trouble you. And respect that friend. Your little son will be showered with love if you're projecting and covering your pressure with a cover of love and affection, but at certain stage you'll withdraw yourself and maintain there in your own universe. And that somehow is not healthy. I know life can be tough, depression comes in many many forms, and if you find yourself with a lot of depression without sources. Just like a stuck in the throat or mind or anything, you should find professional help since depression always derives from something. And if when relating you can see the source, then find someone, share it, relieve it, release it, recover from it. Don't hold it back. This is not fully zodiac/horoscope advice, this is - as a fellow Piscean - a psychological advice. Hope this help and hope many lucks will come your way. Best wishes to your little son also ❤

Scorpio sun is always known for easily broken and giving up. Pisces is hot and cold but if in certain environment can be managed, actually Pisces is the best sign there are to offer cause we have all 11 characteristic to fit with other 11 houses. Don't let your Scorpio overwhelms your Pisces nature.
Thank you ❤

And I'm a scorpio rising and venus. A Virgo sun, Pisces moon. Very plutonian though, and it's hell. ?
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.
I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
All this scorp energy is making things more difficult. I try and put myself in my writing and in my son. So my mind has less time to wander and confuse me on feelings.
Scorpio energy sucks lol, fuck it. Focus instead on the intellectual Virgo sun & nurturing Pisces moon. Let your son inspire you in that way. It's alot easier to handle if you know what's causing your depression.

My suicidal tendencies at this time last year were caused by my inability to keep my love for my Virgo boy a secret, as well as my fear of his rejection. Being stuck in limbo is far worse than the outcome of the situation. If you know what the problem is, you should really deal with it. If you don't, it's just gonna keep coming back to haunt you.
I'm still trying to recover from my abusive relationship. And my son is the only good that came from it. I love my boy dearly, but his father put me through hell that I'm still coping with.
It's the victim mentality that getting over it is unfortunately far easier said than done. It's the whole "why did this have to happen to me, I'm a good person & didn't deserve any of it".

There is no good reason for it, shit happens. I was the same way last year and it drove me suicidal. The best way I know to get over it is to focus on the good things & the love in your life. Mine is my Jed. Yours is your son.
Thank you ❤

I love how you simplified this.
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.


I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
All this scorp energy is making things more difficult. I try and put myself in my writing and in my son. So my mind has less time to wander and confuse me on feelings.
Scorpio energy sucks lol, fuck it. Focus instead on the intellectual Virgo sun & nurturing Pisces moon. Let your son inspire you in that way. It's alot easier to handle if you know what's causing your depression.

My suicidal tendencies at this time last year were caused by my inability to keep my love for my Virgo boy a secret, as well as my fear of his rejection. Being stuck in limbo is far worse than the outcome of the situation. If you know what the problem is, you should really deal with it. If you don't, it's just gonna keep coming back to haunt you.
I'm still trying to recover from my abusive relationship. And my son is the only good that came from it. I love my boy dearly, but his father put me through hell that I'm still coping with.
It's the victim mentality that getting over it is unfortunately far easier said than done. It's the whole "why did this have to happen to me, I'm a good person & didn't deserve any of it".

There is no good reason for it, shit happens. I was the same way last year and it drove me suicidal. The best way I know to get over it is to focus on the good things & the love in your life. Mine is my Jed. Yours is your son.
Thank you ❤

I love how you simplified this.
Aries-dominant here. Dragged-out intellectual debates bore me, I can only song'n'dance so much before I get tired of it. It's a waste of energy to turn a 2-step action into 5 steps. Know what I mean? I prefer to keep it short & sweet. It's very handy when you're dealing with a Leo-dominant Virgo lol.
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I respect that. Be blunt, cut it short and make it simple. Less complicated. Easier understood.
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.


I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
All this scorp energy is making things more difficult. I try and put myself in my writing and in my son. So my mind has less time to wander and confuse me on feelings.
Scorpio energy sucks lol, fuck it. Focus instead on the intellectual Virgo sun & nurturing Pisces moon. Let your son inspire you in that way. It's alot easier to handle if you know what's causing your depression.

My suicidal tendencies at this time last year were caused by my inability to keep my love for my Virgo boy a secret, as well as my fear of his rejection. Being stuck in limbo is far worse than the outcome of the situation. If you know what the problem is, you should really deal with it. If you don't, it's just gonna keep coming back to haunt you.
I'm still trying to recover from my abusive relationship. And my son is the only good that came from it. I love my boy dearly, but his father put me through hell that I'm still coping with.
It's the victim mentality that getting over it is unfortunately far easier said than done. It's the whole "why did this have to happen to me, I'm a good person & didn't deserve any of it".

There is no good reason for it, shit happens. I was the same way last year and it drove me suicidal. The best way I know to get over it is to focus on the good things & the love in your life. Mine is my Jed. Yours is your son.
Thank you ❤

I love how you simplified this.
Aries-dominant here. Dragged-out intellectual debates bore me, I can only song'n'dance so much before I get tired of it. It's a waste of energy to turn a 2-step action into 5 steps. Know what I mean? I prefer to keep it short & sweet. It's very handy when you're dealing with a Leo-dominant Virgo lol.
I respect that. Be blunt, cut it short and make it simple. Less complicated. Easier understood.
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Ye, taking your dog for a walk and getting some fresh air is all well & good but it doesn't fix anything. The reason for your depression will still be there when you get back. I'd rather solve the problem and take the longest walk in the world later.
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?
Don't hold your breath, can't expect a retard to quote Poe lol. He's the offspring of P-angel. Retards like those only belong on everyone's block list.

Since we're the reverse of each other (Fish sun, Virgo moon), I can say with certainty: put your Virgo sun to good use. Use our famous analytical skills to get to the bottom of your depression and figure out what's causing it, and deal with it.

Figuring it out and acknowledging it is the first step. Identifying the problem gives you a bit of power over it because then you can take steps to solve it.


I understand why, to some extent. It's the dealing with it that has me puzzled. All this water has me almost drowning and I'm a horrible swimmer. I keep trying to intellectualize everything to detach from it.
That's your Virgo sun trying to make sense of all that water. Instead of letting it consume you, try letting it inspire you instead. Feelings and emotions are what makes us human and what separates us from the rocks. You're already putting your moon to good use through your writing. Instead of fighting those emotional urges (which is what creates the internal conflict), learn to let them in gently over time and eventually learn to embrace them.

You'll feel more powerful.
All this scorp energy is making things more difficult. I try and put myself in my writing and in my son. So my mind has less time to wander and confuse me on feelings.
Scorpio energy sucks lol, fuck it. Focus instead on the intellectual Virgo sun & nurturing Pisces moon. Let your son inspire you in that way. It's alot easier to handle if you know what's causing your depression.

My suicidal tendencies at this time last year were caused by my inability to keep my love for my Virgo boy a secret, as well as my fear of his rejection. Being stuck in limbo is far worse than the outcome of the situation. If you know what the problem is, you should really deal with it. If you don't, it's just gonna keep coming back to haunt you.
I'm still trying to recover from my abusive relationship. And my son is the only good that came from it. I love my boy dearly, but his father put me through hell that I'm still coping with.
It's the victim mentality that getting over it is unfortunately far easier said than done. It's the whole "why did this have to happen to me, I'm a good person & didn't deserve any of it".

There is no good reason for it, shit happens. I was the same way last year and it drove me suicidal. The best way I know to get over it is to focus on the good things & the love in your life. Mine is my Jed. Yours is your son.
Thank you ❤

I love how you simplified this.
Aries-dominant here. Dragged-out intellectual debates bore me, I can only song'n'dance so much before I get tired of it. It's a waste of energy to turn a 2-step action into 5 steps. Know what I mean? I prefer to keep it short & sweet. It's very handy when you're dealing with a Leo-dominant Virgo lol.
I respect that. Be blunt, cut it short and make it simple. Less complicated. Easier understood.
Ye, taking your dog for a walk and getting some fresh air is all well & good but it doesn't fix anything. The reason for your depression will still be there when you get back. I'd rather solve the problem and take the longest walk in the world later.
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Exactly. Eliminate the depression at its source, and go on peacefully.
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I'm not a Pisces moon, but also a water moon.

For me I had to talk about it. A lot To my family.
Not an option. My mother will tell my father, and he is one of those people who is either fake supportive in the moment, or flat out doesn't care and calls it karma or you brought it on yourself, basically being ignorant to the WHY. Also uses any weak moments against you in the future. Def NOT an option.
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I'm not a Pisces moon, but also a water moon.

For me I had to talk about it. A lot To my family.
Not an option. My mother will tell my father, and he is one of those people who is either fake supportive in the moment, or flat out doesn't care and calls it karma or you brought it on yourself, basically being ignorant to the WHY. Also uses any weak moments against you in the future. Def NOT an option.
I'm sorry it's like that. I hope that my daughter always feel safe coming to me with anything. She has a Pisces Moon as well, so I understand a little bit
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I hope so as well. This is a very difficult placement to grow up with.
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You're so amusing. Maybe it's the scorp rising, or scorp Venus in the 12th. Maybe the cancer Mars in the 8th. My moon is in the 4th. If it wasn't for my Virgo sun, I'd be pretty much drowning over here.

And yes, writing saves me. Writing saved my life. As a survivor of an abusive relationship with a sociopath (while pregnant), I documented (wrote it in chronological order with great detail) all of his abuse and the way I felt. He always tried to make it seem like it wasn't the way it happened, or that I deserved it.

Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges.

So yes, writing saves me.

Maybe you should think about that, eh?

I have Scorp Rising, Scorp Mars, and Scorp Pluto.

You could have also... Just... Idk. Been stronger than the situation as is? Hell. This part: "Writing kept me sane until I was able to escape and press charges."

Makes no sense whatsoever. What do you mean "until I was able to escape"? Must have been some short ass writing. Considering you can leave a person behind as soon as you want to. Aka right away.

How were you "surviving" when clearly you were directly complicit in the abuse? It isn't your fault what he chooses to do. But it is your fault that you stayed. You didn't survive shit if you didn't have to put up with it in the first place.
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Because I was completely isolated and always traveling. Trapped on a big rig with a pyscho who threatened the life of my family to keep me complacent.

Trust, once I got near home, I got the fuck away. There is NO way, I'm going to run in a place I know nothing about, 1000s of miles from home, in a racist area (I'm mixed) and pregnant with NO phone, NO money, NOTHING.

Is your Mars afflicted? Or maybe this is the norm. I don't know. The other Scorpio Mars I know are very contained and respectful, extremely humble. Hm.

And just for the record, my ex has a Taurus Mars in opposition to his scorpio Pluto, and it made him act like a deranged Scorpio Mars, already fucked because of the possessive Taurus, and him being a narcissistic sociopath.

Astrology ?
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Hey retard, for a self-proclaimed bisexual man you sure love to hurl homophobic slurs. Go give a cliff a running leaping hug, you'll do the world a favor, as well as yourself evidently.

Hey actual clinically retarded jackass. Gay is modern slang for "lame/dumb/boring".

In fact, it's probably the gayest term you could want to use for any serious reference, so why Homosexuals want to retardingly call themselves Gay is beyond me. Homosexuals aren't any more or less Happy than Heterosexuals, that's for sure.

The only one that should shove a twelve gauge in their mouth and pull the trigger is you. For being so god damn retarded.
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Gay actually means happy... And lots of homosexuals I know are very happy. Js. I know there are unhappy ones though.
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Because I was completely isolated and always traveling. Trapped on a big rig with a pyscho who threatened the life of my family to keep me complacent.

Which is dumb because:

1.Your family isn't helpless, little alone inherently inferior to that asshole.

2.Your immediate wellbeing is at a larger risk and danger than your family's.

Trust, once I got near home, I got the fuck away. There is NO way, I'm going to run in a place I know nothing about, 1000s of miles from home, in a racist area (I'm mixed) and pregnant with NO phone, NO money, NOTHING.

Because the abuse was less worse than puttin up with such stuff? Not really. Especially as far as the immediate situation goes.
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The family he isolated me from? Turned against me? Yes, very beneficial to call on them. Thanks for that.

And yes, I stuck with the devil I knew. Rather than possibly ending up worse because of some falsely self righteous "nigger hating dumbass".

He was psychotic and lacked a conscience, but at least he wasn't doing it because I'm half black. He genuinely is fucked up mentally.
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Hey guys, I have a serious question tonight and it's been bothering me greatly.

When I get depressed, it's like super depression. I literally get to the point where I believe writing in my journal is the only thing saving me. Any other Pisces moons get like this?
Nope! Not me...check how many Pisces I have; according to my birth chart! 😆

Cyber hugs! 🤗

Love,

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Hey guys, I have a serious question tonight and it's been bothering me greatly.

When I get depressed, it's like super depression. I literally get to the point where I believe writing in my journal is the only thing saving me. Any other Pisces moons get like this?
Writing is definitely a good outlet. Keep doing it if it brings you some peace. One of my outlets was to write songs and poetry.

Hang in there and feel better.

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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.
Are you sure you weren't diagnosed with being a puddle of cow shit?
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Hey guys, I have a serious question tonight and it's been bothering me greatly.

When I get depressed, it's like super depression. I literally get to the point where I believe writing in my journal is the only thing saving me. Any other Pisces moons get like this?
Writing is definitely a good outlet. Keep doing it if it brings you some peace. One of my outlets was to write songs and poetry.

Hang in there and feel better.

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Thank you ❤
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Posted by shaymaci
Hey guys, I have a serious question tonight and it's been bothering me greatly.

When I get depressed, it's like super depression. I literally get to the point where I believe writing in my journal is the only thing saving me. Any other Pisces moons get like this?
Nope! Not me...check how many Pisces I have; according to my birth chart! 😆

Cyber hugs! 🤗

Love,

Eva
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What a creepy response.



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Posted by shaymaci
Hey guys, I have a serious question tonight and it's been bothering me greatly.

When I get depressed, it's like super depression. I literally get to the point where I believe writing in my journal is the only thing saving me. Any other Pisces moons get like this?
Nope! Not me...check how many Pisces I have; according to my birth chart! 😆

Cyber hugs! 🤗

Love,

Eva
What a creepy response.





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Creepy response? Eva looks left, right, up, and down, uh.....NEVER MIND! 😱

🤗 cyber hugs!

Love,

Eva
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That sounds like some prissy gay shit a chick pisces moon would be like. Your journal is saving you? That is pretty fuckin dumb.

I've been diagnosed with severe depression and even now I am goin through a bad depression spell lately. But I aint really saved by anything other than the fact that I know I am too strong to be defeated.


not sure whats worse, your comment abt the journal or the fact that someone actually pressed "like" for your comment
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Posted by shaymaci
Hey guys, I have a serious question tonight and it's been bothering me greatly.

When I get depressed, it's like super depression. I literally get to the point where I believe writing in my journal is the only thing saving me. Any other Pisces moons get like this?
Change your environment, find somewhere to recharge. Usually water moons, pisces in particular can absorb the negativity of those around them. Find some positive, happy people and be around them, let it rub off.
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Posted by shaymaci
Hey guys, I have a serious question tonight and it's been bothering me greatly.

When I get depressed, it's like super depression. I literally get to the point where I believe writing in my journal is the only thing saving me. Any other Pisces moons get like this?
Change your environment, find somewhere to recharge. Usually water moons, pisces in particular can absorb the negativity of those around them. Find some positive, happy people and be around them, let it rub off.

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I have. Thank you ❤
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Definitely watch who you are around ... I'm a Pisces moon... And a sponge ... You could feeling other peoples depression as well... And next thing you know boom your depressed. ... Pisces moon are empaths ... I'm a Pisces moon... Once I learned to set boundaries ... Depression left ... Gotta set boundaries with unhealthy people ... That would be the first step
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Definitely watch who you are around ... I'm a Pisces moon... And a sponge ... You could feeling other peoples depression as well... And next thing you know boom your depressed. ... Pisces moon are empaths ... I'm a Pisces moon... Once I learned to set boundaries ... Depression left ... Gotta set boundaries with unhealthy people ... That would be the first step
Thank you! I do find myself picking up other peoples emotions a lot too.
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Don't ever talk to a lady like that.

Dumb fuck.

What does bein female have to do with it?

Id smack your face with the hand of God if I ever met you.

I think you'll have an issue with obtainin it in the first place when God tends to favor me.

Plus I am pretty sure he doesn`t like it when people who claim to be faithful to him, try to use him to spite people they don`t like. Shrug.

Everyone is different so get off your high horse.

You could always join me up here instead of bein a total tool LMAO



I'm good. I don't have that low of a self esteem to need to be up there.

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I think he's under the false impression that he's an alpha of some sort. Somehow privileged or something.
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I don't think that Moon in Pisces gives depression.

The point is if a PiMooner does not learn to remove the source of tension in his/her life, she/he has to have lots of ESCAPISM breaks. And that may look like depression.

writing journal is an issue of Mercury. Like with Pluto-Mercury aspects. Or Chiron-Mercury.

Writing might help. It's channeling the energy to the hands.

I use painting and music to serve my PiMoo. sleep too. and being out of reach. switched-off phone and everything.
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Don't ever talk to a lady like that.

Dumb fuck.

What does bein female have to do with it?

Id smack your face with the hand of God if I ever met you.

I think you'll have an issue with obtainin it in the first place when God tends to favor me.

Plus I am pretty sure he doesn`t like it when people who claim to be faithful to him, try to use him to spite people they don`t like. Shrug.

Everyone is different so get off your high horse.

You could always join me up here instead of bein a total tool LMAO



I'm good. I don't have that low of a self esteem to need to be up there.


I think he's under the false impression that he's an alpha of some sort. Somehow privileged or something.
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He said: "I am too strong to be defeated." + "I have Scorp Rising, Scorp Mars, and Scorp Pluto"

what is alfa? he said he had depression and came out of it all by himself.

usually Pluto people can access a great amount of energy from the deepest part of their soul if they want. that is if they are not punishing themsleves why their last love project failed. but even in that case that is not the end of the world.
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Posted by Capmercury87
Don't ever talk to a lady like that.

Dumb fuck.

What does bein female have to do with it?

Id smack your face with the hand of God if I ever met you.

I think you'll have an issue with obtainin it in the first place when God tends to favor me.

Plus I am pretty sure he doesn`t like it when people who claim to be faithful to him, try to use him to spite people they don`t like. Shrug.

Everyone is different so get off your high horse.

You could always join me up here instead of bein a total tool LMAO



I'm good. I don't have that low of a self esteem to need to be up there.


I think he's under the false impression that he's an alpha of some sort. Somehow privileged or something.

He said: "I am too strong to be defeated." + "I have Scorp Rising, Scorp Mars, and Scorp Pluto"

what is alfa? he said he had depression and came out of it all by himself.

usually Pluto people can access a great amount of energy from the deepest part of their soul if they want. that is if they are not punishing themsleves why their last love project failed. but even in that case that is not the end of the world.
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I'm a Scorpio rising, Venus, Pluto, Juno, NN. And my Mars is in the 8th. Asc conj Pluto in scorpio.

Trust, I know about being Plutonian.

And yes, we do pull through. I've pulled through many many times before I had my child. He just makes it so much easier with a smile. ?
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I don't think that Moon in Pisces gives depression.

The point is if a PiMooner does not learn to remove the source of tension in his/her life, she/he has to have lots of ESCAPISM breaks. And that may look like depression.

writing journal is an issue of Mercury. Like with Pluto-Mercury aspects. Or Chiron-Mercury.

Writing might help. It's channeling the energy to the hands.

I use painting and music to serve my PiMoo. sleep too. and being out of reach. switched-off phone and everything.
Sleep and music ❤