Scorpio moons and feeling perpetually odd/over-feeling

Hey Scorp moons-
Does anyone else ever feel different in a bad way in regards to how they process emotions? I've been having a pretty difficult few months in which I can't escape the idea that I must be the only person on Earth who feels emotions to this degree of intensity. I never have a good emotion without a coupled 'bad' emotion.
For example; I feel so intensely for many separate crushes that it overwhelms me to the point of tears and self hatred. I can't really revisit any memory good or bad without a deep feeling of sadness and nostalgia. I can't imagine anyone loving me as much as I love them- not because I doubt others' capacity to love, but because my own is so unnecessarily heightened.

Not really in the mood to be told that this is simple weakness or that I'm probably on my period (I'm neither.)

I am just like U...sun&moon in scorpio I feel things so intensely ...everything.accept yourself the way u are its not always a bad thing to feel things the way we do.

Posted by scorpionmoon
Hey Scorp moons-
Does anyone else ever feel different in a bad way in regards to how they process emotions? I've been having a pretty difficult few months in which I can't escape the idea that I must be the only person on Earth who feels emotions to this degree of intensity. I never have a good emotion without a coupled 'bad' emotion.
For example; I feel so intensely for many separate crushes that it overwhelms me to the point of tears and self hatred. I can't really revisit any memory good or bad without a deep feeling of sadness and nostalgia. I can't imagine anyone loving me as much as I love them- not because I doubt others' capacity to love, but because my own is so unnecessarily heightened.

Not really in the mood to be told that this is simple weakness or that I'm probably on my period (I'm neither.)

@Scorpionmoon are you committed to anyone or just have crushes ?

this is why i dont have crushes. its just way too much to deal with

I can relate, but I taught myself to stay somewhat detached from all people. I don't mean not care, show affection, or even love, but keep my distance and keep in mind all things will eventually change. It's best just to accept that and stop fighting it.

And like DMV said, it's better to just not have a crush. It's either on, off, but not in between. The in between things are the worse.

i can relate .....

And last argument with my bf.. my friend tells me he doesnt see it as bad as I do.. he doesnt find it that intense as you feel it.. (hes aqua moon) .. but im breaking up n not sure if im overreacting but if he cant feel me.. then who will?

scorpio moon is a struggle...

Posted by starlover
The thing is with Scorpio moon, it cannot pretend it doesn't care about life ~ it needs to dive deep into its feelings ~ the very thing it fears

Not easy

Not all feelings. But fear. We fear- fear. There is fear in everything. Every person, event, situation, conversation, provoked feeling even if postive- has the potential to bring about fear.

It's lame.

OP- I've read it gets better over time- and it does

I wouldn't recommenced detachment as others as suggested because that can just make things worse. Or at least it did for me it did.

I think @Starlover has the best suggestion.

If you can't deal with something. Face it. It's the only way it will get better.

Posted by blackphase
Scorp Moon here. I can definitely relate to the intense feelings. Cannot relate to the numerous crushes.. I am only ever for one person. Having numerous crushes would literally drive me insane I think. You don't like the idea of being with only one person or just find it difficult to narrow it down to just one?

I think I'd love to be in a committed relationship, and I'm positive I'd be extremely loyal. I just see too much good in too many people, and it's difficult to just be decisive.