What is your addiction?

I’ve been a sigareyye smoker since I was 15.

We were ditching school going on the train and smoking and ending up in villages where people sold home made wine by gallons and drank and smoked (no sex) and I am still smoking…

However I discovered weird thing about my addiction.

I LOVE to smoke. Just enjoying it. I used to smoke little and a lot - like pack a day vs half.

But I had never wanted to smoke so badly that I’ll go outside in a cold or I would take an effort to go and smoke from 52th floor of building where I worked (like my friend did)…

I started seriously stop when I met Aries.

I smoked maybe 1-3 cigarettes per day THOUGH when he smoked pot it was ok. He didn’t do much of it but still…could had STFU! Lol

Now I do not smoke because Virgos chef nose can’t stand it. And I don’t smoke…for 3 months I do not even have it with me.

However when I come home I grab a cigarette.

1 or 2 and that’s it. For a week or two.

I had never had an urge that I NEED a cigarette. Just wanted it.

Drink…also. I’ll have it and get tipsy OR drunk depends on occasion but going extra mile - naaah…

What’s your level of addiction?

So is that why your voice sound horsey/raspy/harshy? Because you was a heavy smoker?

(Me)

-Chew tobacco

-Dip

-Drink

None 🙃

Drink sometimes, but not to the point of addiction. That was my ex’s thing & I sure as hell didn’t want to end up like that.

Sugar.

I am addicted very much. I need it all the time.