Maybelina!!!!

😢****

I lost my dear Sister!!

I Hate Myself!

Oh no! How did you lose her? Did pass away? Are you guys fighting?

Posted by Cancan26
Oh no! How did you lose her? Did pass away? Are you guys fighting?

No.

I'm rotten. I'm selfish. I'm no good.

I want to change and follow Jesus, do what's right and be obedient but I'm stubborn, miserable and stupid.

I'm tired of the pain. Tired of running. Tired of going in the wrong direction.

Posted by MrFirebird

Posted by Cancan26
Oh no! How did you lose her? Did pass away? Are you guys fighting?

No.

I'm rotten. I'm selfish. I'm no good.

I want to change and follow Jesus, do what's right and be obedient but I'm stubborn, miserable and stupid.

I'm tired of the pain. Tired of running. Tired of going in the wrong direction.

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Awww hunny don't say that... The fishes are usually very compassionate and forgiving.. Go to your sister and lay all your cards in the table... And fix it... Let her know that your her brother and you love and care about her

are you actually trying to make sense of mr firebird?

Posted by Cancan26

Posted by MrFirebird

Posted by Cancan26
Oh no! How did you lose her? Did pass away? Are you guys fighting?

No.

I'm rotten. I'm selfish. I'm no good.

I want to change and follow Jesus, do what's right and be obedient but I'm stubborn, miserable and stupid.

I'm tired of the pain. Tired of running. Tired of going in the wrong direction.

Awww hunny don't say that... The fishes are usually very compassionate and forgiving.. Go to your sister and lay all your cards in the table... And fix it... Let her know that your her brother and you love and care about her

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She deleted, here.

I have to suffer. I'm getting that message from everyone. GOD needs to spank my bottom till I can't sit down.

My health went south, my income dried up, I lost my grandma, my home, everything and now I'm in the woods, in the middle of nowhere, and have no one, like her, to talk to. But, I treated her wrong. Overwhelmed over my losses, I'm scattered. I deserve this, Lord.

In no way, shape or form is it Maybelina's fault.

She's doing what she feels she is led to do.

What I'm going through is a monumental crises at an age when you'd think that a man should have it together.

But, a man can have it together one day, and his life be utterly destroyed, before that day done.

Happens all the time. Who was or am I to think that my life, here, on earth can ever be secure?

Nothing on earth, is secure.

Will poverty and homelessness, be my future?

Perhaps. But I just may give up eating. Tortillas get old.

I'm a LOT older than a tortilla.

Posted by Cancan26

Let her know that your her brother

..... and maybe tell her a couple more times, after all if you don't let her know then how is suppose to figure it out?

Maybe you should put it on your calendar ..... if you don't let her know you're her brother than who will?

Posted by P-Angel

Posted by Cancan26

Let her know that your her brother

..... and maybe tell her a couple more times, after all if you don't let her know then how is suppose to figure it out?

Maybe you should put it on your calendar ..... if you don't let her know you're her brother than who will?

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😄...whoops ...i guess that goes with out saying 😄

..you need a hug

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I'm going through my own storm too and..

this isn't the last time we stand okay? We can lay down on the ground while we're in pain, but we can always get back up as long as we're not dead.

And the same goes to the fight with your sister.

You can send your sister an "I'm sorry", but don't demand she talk to you so soon either. People have their own feelings.

Just accept the fact you fucked up when you lashed out at someone and move on.

Even if you are in a puddle of your own tears, this too shall pass.

But crying is good though.

So just cry it out baby.

Sigh..

why is life so difficult? lol

I guess it depends.

I know the emotional pain isn't feeling good,

but you won't be in this state forever.

Even if your material things take longer to "come again",

humans are survival creatures.

And you will develop new habits and mentalities to adapt.

Also, it's best to take responsibility of your own emotions. You don't want to be caught up

in a vicious cycle of yelling at someone then saying sorry just to do it again.

And if you have, well at least now you know better than you did before.

Lost my home, my life. Family members kicking me out of their lives. Feeling below low.

Feeling lower

More and more. I'm now in Tenn. Hooked up w/x feeling worse now. I am such a woeful sinner!

Dear Jesus, please forgive me. I am weak. 😢

I failed, Lord. In all things, I failed. 😢

Nothing to show for and nothing to live for, but another tortiilla, coffee and cigarettes. No way to live.

Please let me die, now. 😢

I feel like I'm watching an art installation.

Pathethic.

Posted by Damnata
Pathethic.

Terrible, isn't it?!??

Posted by MrFirebird

Posted by Damnata
Pathethic.

Terrible, isn't it?!??

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Yeah, I really feel for your daughter and sister because you can't choose family so they got screwed over. On the other hand at least they don't have to see these pitiful woe displays that are still all about your feelings and your self-loathing and your poor self. That would be like adding insult to injury and they got spared that at least.

Posted by Damnata

Posted by MrFirebird

Posted by Damnata
Pathethic.

Terrible, isn't it?!??

Yeah, I really feel for your daughter and sister because you can't choose family so they got screwed over. On the other hand at least they don't have to see these pitiful woe displays that are still all about your feelings and your self-loathing and your poor self. That would be like adding insult to injury and they got spared that at least.

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You're quite ignorant, damnata. But that's ok. Most people are.

Posted by MrFirebird

Posted by Damnata

Posted by MrFirebird

Posted by Damnata
Pathethic.

Terrible, isn't it?!??

Yeah, I really feel for your daughter and sister because you can't choose family so they got screwed over. On the other hand at least they don't have to see these pitiful woe displays that are still all about your feelings and your self-loathing and your poor self. That would be like adding insult to injury and they got spared that at least.

You're quite ignorant, damnata. But that's ok. Most people are.

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The gods of irony watch over us all.

Posted by Damnata

Posted by MrFirebird

Posted by Damnata

Posted by MrFirebird

Posted by Damnata
Pathethic.

Terrible, isn't it?!??

Yeah, I really feel for your daughter and sister because you can't choose family so they got screwed over. On the other hand at least they don't have to see these pitiful woe displays that are still all about your feelings and your self-loathing and your poor self. That would be like adding insult to injury and they got spared that at least.

You're quite ignorant, damnata. But that's ok. Most people are.

The gods of irony watch over us all.

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Still ignorant. Anyway.....