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I'm a Pisces fem in a lot of pain. going through some heartache. I feel for this pisces guy. Actually the story is he liked me from afar for years ( so I've been told) as I did him. But neither of us would do anything about it. Too shy I guess, just a lot of glancing towards each other. Anyway, we got together one night, fuelled by alcohol. . I only felt worse afterwards though, as I must have been a drunken idiot, instead of it being romantic and meaningful.But due to being shy, I think this is the only way it was going to happen, and was using alcohol to give me 'dutch courage'.A lose-lose situation. Anyway, afterwards I sent him a message aplogising and telling him I felt like a fool for being so drunk and I just wanted to tell him that. He didn't relpy, but has taken to laughing at me with his friends ( I think). Well they have honked their horn at me on the street a couple of times, and it makes me feel so low. I feel like I can't go outside my front door for fear of being jeered at. Like I have lost all self-respect in his eyes and mine. It brought back memories of being laughed at and teased as a young girl for not being too pretty ( although I am now!😉)
Anyway being upset and angry and after playing Aretha Franklin's RESPECT for the tenth time, I decided enough is enough. So I sent him a message saying 'You and your friends are total assholes. Stop honking at me in the street. I realise you are having a good laugh at me, but you should realise the only reason you had your wicked way with me was due to the huge amount of alcohol you gave me. It so wouldn't have happened otherwise! " I think he tried ringing my number, but hung up when I answered.
Was I right to do that? It did make me feel better! Maybe he wasn't laughing at me but it felt like he was. Do you think he cares or have I just made it even worse for myself.