Pisces and the third eye,

why i get depressed so easily its not good.

I have bad self esteem,
I have one close freind,
I dont like it when people talk to me,
I dont like the public,
I dont like people looking at me,
I dont like Everything,
I dont like Anything,
I dont like me,
I want to live with somone alone in a remote Bunker and have lots of sex until the end of time itself,

What is wrong with me.

I DO not use any drugs,
I drink somtimes,
I cant look people straight in the eye.
I have bad posture,
I hug my bed like i love it and sleep in too late everyday,
and i get easily embarrassed and.
feel out in the open awkward when my faults are noticed out in public,.....

I resentbeing me,
i desperaty want someone elses life,
especially when i feel down this is exposed further and its depression being packed on top of more and more depression.

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Because you don't know anything...

Also it happens when you act very dependant on people behaviours. Try to focus on your own needs and act according to them. Ignore what others say to you. Just do what yours. Helps alot.

Show yourself to people and make them know what you are. Help them walk to you, not you walking to them (which you are generally doing).