Aries girl in love with Leo man

Hi all,

I am Aries and he is leo, we have been meeting for 4 months. During this period he had problem with drugs and was taking them every week. I am against it and was always worried about him, was checking on him & once he was so bad that I went out with him for a little walk made sure he was ok he later said I saved his life. Anyway we were never officially together but met once a week since in the weekends he would go party and disappear for 3-4 days. Before Xmas he was on it and we told each other that we love each other, and time before that (he was also on it) he said we should be together in January and move in together. All this gave me hope and when we both went home for Xmas break I was messaging him at all times / I felt he was drifting away and I was trying to catch his attention. We saw each other last weekend and he wasn’t that attentive as before I felt it wasn’t the same. He also stopped taking drugs and is trying to recover. Whole last week I again felt he needs space and wasn’t replying properly. He then told me he doesn’t know when we will see each other that he is not setteling down, so means he is not sure if we are good together. I said I am not setteling either but that we always used to meet once a week. Then he said he just doesn’t feeling it. I said since when. He said Xmas. Then I explained that he told me he loves me and I became more open and push him away. He said that he is not sure if he was on drugs. Anyway that he needs break from everything atm for his recovery and he needs space and doctor said to avoid any influence including women, that he is not falling out with me but he doesn’t want to waste my time. I said that I had a great time with him but he never gave us a chance to get to know each other well which is bit sad, as we would be good together. I wished him all the best with his recovery and send him a little poem I previously wrote for him to keep it as a nice way of saying goodbye.

I am gutted as I really care about him. I feel I pushed him away with rushing into relationship. Is there anything I could do to get him back? I am giving him space now of course although it makes me suffer. I am afraid he will not come back. Also irony is that I was the one to influence him to stop taking drugs and now that he stopped he said he pushed me out

Thank u

Please help 🙂