On our 1 year 1/2 anniversary yesterday. I am a Pisces and I was very clingy and I did everything for him. We broke up once before because I was over him I didn't want to be with him. He begged me back and promised me things were changed and I rejected him. We were apart for about a month and when I was done with everything like partying and stuff I was just lonely and I missed him. I realized I enjoyed everything more when he was there. I missed him and when I realized it I tried going back to him and he shot me down he told me he didn't want it and I told him I loved him and he was my soulmate and I cared so much about him and he agreed that we would be friends. Then the next day he came to my house and told me he wanted to see me and he missed me. We got back together and things were kinda bumpy it was when summer first started and I felt I needed to prove myself. But I was really insecure because he slept with someone else when we were split up. I agreed to drop it and move on because I wanted to be with him. Then the day before our anniversary he gave me a card and it said "I LOVE YOU MY QUEEN" and we saw a movie then I went back to his place and I asked him why he wasn't being affectionate and he said that things were different. It led to him telling me he was done and that he no longer wanted this relationship because I drained him I brought stress he didn't need. I understand I was clingy but it's because I made him the CENTER of my world and it was suffocating. But now I have a job and I want to spend time with my family and set my priorities and he was just like no no it's done. Then we fell asleep and when I woke up I kissed him and he would turn away and I started talking to him and I was like I'm serious this will all be worth it I love you so much and he kept telling me he was done, he didn't want a relationship but I managed to get him to stop and I guess I forced him to drop it. Then he came to my house and my mom came and was like do you love her and he said he wasn't in love with me but he loved me as a friend. and she said you better think of what you are saying because if you don't want her I am not going to let her grovel over someone that doesn't want her and he said I know I want to break up. I cried and cried because it hurt so bad to have the love of my life just give up on me like that. He told me he wanted to still be friends he said I know you and I will be really good friends. And then he just left. What do I do?!
