interpretations of this synastry

I'm just curious if anyone even thinks there could've been hope in this relationship. It's over now. At least in my head it is.. but maybe that's just the retrograde speaking. I am curious to hear thoughts from others. I never really got into the depths of synastry like others have. I'm better with natal charts, but I do know that this was the quickest up and down relationship I've ever had, lol. But honestly screw it. It was exciting, so I guess I'll be positive. We flew together like magnets... I really worked hard to maintain it for as long as I could... but too many misinterpretations and deceptions along the way. It's a shame. I think we both felt the Moon conjunct North Node on both ends... but hey, as my wise Aquarian best friend always says "not now, but not never." I met him April 15. Disintegrated by mid-June. Well, not disintegrated, but I've blocked him on everything without a word. He'll figure it out. It was better this way... at least for now. He's young, and honestly he deserves to have his freedom for a longer period of time. I don't think either of us were really prepared for how strong our attraction was... so we both did petty small things to offend the other and it just added up in the end. Very unfortunate. I liked him very much and cared for him deeply, but he didn't always understand that... mostly due to our mutual petty maneuvers...or even "tests," if you will, for each other. Anyways, time heals all.

And during this time of course ex lovers have been rearing their ugly head. Yuck. One guy (after 4 years), some of you may remember me talking about him. An Aquarius who just messaged me saying he's "ready to be with me now" lol. L O L. I just sat there like "is this a joke" and chuckled to myself thinking about Mars Retrograde and how Venus Retrograde is also coming in hot. IM NOT READY. Anyways here are the charts. Enjoy the chaos. I'm including our natal charts too. Educate me!