Leo won't answer my calls..

I was nice in the beginning and I love him. I dont know what else I could bring. No matter how I act he does this.

I think the only reason he came back was to screw me up again and make sure i was obsessing over him.

Cause I act tougher then the other girls. I cant help it I get anxious and worried about rejection. I honestly dont know what he likes about me, cause he acts like he doesn't like me. I drive him nuts talking shit when he doesn't answer. When he first liked me I guess I looked nice and he was nice and funny and I was funny. I dont think he looks at it like that I think he'd like anything that was female, human and over 18. I guess he'd like me if he did cause I can act confident when I feel confident and I dont care what people think which is why I have been chasing him for 5 years. He doesnt like being embarrassed or yelled at or told what to do. I embarrass him cause I yell at him and point everything out that he thinks I dont know about. He started it though by all of a sudden acting bossy and then pretending he wanted it to be over. Now I do it and just doesnt care. He also doesnt like that I cant let go of the past.

I think sometimes he doesnt like me at all and is just driving me nuts til I die of a heart attack or stroke. Which is something I have to watch out for because everyone who was older in my faily has either had both or one of them.

i wanted to save myself since we hant done anything since 2011. We were separated on and off. And instead of following what I said I went against it. Now I feel worse.

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Posted by LivnDeadGirlXx
I think the only reason he came back was to screw me up again and make sure i was obsessing over him.

Do you truly believe that? What about him? What would he gain from doing that?

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In my head I do. I don't know what he would gain from it. I just hope Im not right. I think he really wanted something to happen with us just I want to be married to him we have been going at this for 5 years. He has 3 daughters from 3 different women and was married to one. Why do i get the shit end of it. Where we have to use protection because he doesn't want to get pregnant and hes not ready for a serious commitment. But with those other women he seemed to just dive right in.

So far, I have yet to see anything that states this guy is worth all the hassle.

FIVE YEARS? Woman, go get some therapy.