
when I'm hurt or going through heartache I'll get depressed for awhile the. Get tired of being depressed and then I realize it starts to make me focus and I'll dive deep into my work so deep that I don't see anything else... The hurt is so severe it's like I channel it into my work and when I do the results are amazing even if I feel like crap. Yet when I'm more relaxed I tend not to focus so much... Anyone feel similar to this? Is there even a name for it? Am I weird?



