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sewer rat evolution
At my highest and lowest
Through the best and worst times
There’s only one-who I love and hate, who confuses me and makes me suffer but also brings me so much joy and abundance.
Myself.
Through the best and worst times
There’s only one-who I love and hate, who confuses me and makes me suffer but also brings me so much joy and abundance.
Myself.
Pretty sure I hated everyone then and hate everyone now... difference being I have an understanding why I hate them now.
people you love at your sewer rat level can't ever love you the same way (or at least you'd seem to look/interpret it that way) coz well.... you're a sewer rat. but this is a snapshot in time when you'd romanticize yourself as someone who was very 'loving.' a sewer rat can't expect too many good things in life. anything offered to a sewer rat is seen as 'charity' by the rat themselves. casting pearls to the swine. they'll all try to squeeze themselves at any hole that would accommodate them, as sewer rats do. how can an any-hole-squeezing rat ever respect you for daring to go for rodents? "what disgusting taste you must have to love me."
then comes along someone you'd love at your more evolved self and this person will always come off to you as someone who loved you more than you did them. as if when things are weighted in a balance, you'd see yourself as the more mature and 'enlightened' one. all coz you give less of a shit than when you were a sewer rat. no matter what, they seem more desperate than you are. you'd reminisce sometimes about how you were so 'loved' by this less evolved person. this is your best moment, when you're only texting them 2x a week.
this is the dynamics of power within a relationship (with the use of sewer rat ego).
the theory of sewer rat evolution.
then comes along someone you'd love at your more evolved self and this person will always come off to you as someone who loved you more than you did them. as if when things are weighted in a balance, you'd see yourself as the more mature and 'enlightened' one. all coz you give less of a shit than when you were a sewer rat. no matter what, they seem more desperate than you are. you'd reminisce sometimes about how you were so 'loved' by this less evolved person. this is your best moment, when you're only texting them 2x a week.
this is the dynamics of power within a relationship (with the use of sewer rat ego).
the theory of sewer rat evolution.
Posted by saggurl88
At my highest and lowest
Through the best and worst times
There’s only one-who I love and hate, who confuses me and makes me suffer but also brings me so much joy and abundance.
Myself.
as a first houser, i approve.
we must worship at the altar of the self.
some altars are just too sewer rat level for me.
but each to their own altar we go i guess.
people keep asking:
"who loved you at your best?
"who loved you at your worst?"
BETTER questions would be:
"who did YOU love at your best?"
"who did YOU love at your worst?"
coz EVERYONE will love you depending on their timeline/level in the sewer rat evolution.
'better people' will always love a sewer rat.
as sewer rats can only really love 'better people.'
now the IDEAL is for better people to be with better people.
and sewer rats to keep to themselves.
in 'complementary' relationships, someone MUST be the sewer rat.
maybe people who claim that the other party's a 'narcissist' are just sewer rats who encountered a 'better person.'
we all get our turns coz this theory is a cycle.
"who loved you at your best?
"who loved you at your worst?"
BETTER questions would be:
"who did YOU love at your best?"
"who did YOU love at your worst?"
coz EVERYONE will love you depending on their timeline/level in the sewer rat evolution.
'better people' will always love a sewer rat.
as sewer rats can only really love 'better people.'
now the IDEAL is for better people to be with better people.
and sewer rats to keep to themselves.
in 'complementary' relationships, someone MUST be the sewer rat.
maybe people who claim that the other party's a 'narcissist' are just sewer rats who encountered a 'better person.'
we all get our turns coz this theory is a cycle.
can't relate as I don't think I've ever viewed myself as being desperate, at a lower level than anyone I was interested in, etc....even as a sewer rat, leo moon sees itself as Master Splinter....firebunny really thinks nano wanted him etc.
Posted by Anasui
Leave the blackpilling to Kittens
You should continue the 1000 and 1 Arabian dicks storyline
that was black-pilling too
maybe it's time we stop blaming friends who only show up in better weather. ultimately, nobody appreciates stormy weather friends. and not everyone wants to be the better person in the dynamics of the sewer rat evolution theory. they only serve as good ego stroke stories that sewer rats can tell at extrovert parties that give them a 'sense of belonging.' mind you, sewer rats like to tell stories about scoring better people.
that's one of the big red flags that clues you in to the presence of this rodent.
but literally anyone's better than a sewer rat so it's not like it took a trip around the world to go a step above.
now you might mistakenly think that every sewer rat is 'taken in' or 'fostered' by better people but most times they like to force themselves into your home. they gnaw their way in through the wood and infest the place. you had absolutely no choice in the matter. clueless, better person you.
the best way to capture them is to give them the illusion of calm, the promise of peace and home.
if you in any way act like a flawed better person, with odd quirks that deviate from their main goal of conning you into becoming their ultimate benefactor in this cruel, harsh world then you're gonna have a BAD TIME.
but that's okay coz one bad time>one bad lifetime.
.....right?
that's one of the big red flags that clues you in to the presence of this rodent.
but literally anyone's better than a sewer rat so it's not like it took a trip around the world to go a step above.
now you might mistakenly think that every sewer rat is 'taken in' or 'fostered' by better people but most times they like to force themselves into your home. they gnaw their way in through the wood and infest the place. you had absolutely no choice in the matter. clueless, better person you.
the best way to capture them is to give them the illusion of calm, the promise of peace and home.
if you in any way act like a flawed better person, with odd quirks that deviate from their main goal of conning you into becoming their ultimate benefactor in this cruel, harsh world then you're gonna have a BAD TIME.
but that's okay coz one bad time>one bad lifetime.
.....right?
Posted by AnasuiPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Anasui
Leave the blackpilling to Kittens
You should continue the 1000 and 1 Arabian dicks storyline
that was black-pilling too
I wonder how many naps at work you would need to take before reaching Hypatia status with sewer rat armchair philosophiesclick to expand
I'll never get fired from this job no matter what I do. I'm the sewer rat of this job.
I've been caught crying, reading Agatha Christie too many times and now sleeping. Maybe I'll get suspended again but that's about it. I've even planned out my vacation for november is how smug I am about it.
i dont think i've been my best self for prolonged periods of time and fluctuate alot. i would like to be with someone who accepts me even when im not my best self. not feeling wanted is a common feeling, and going around for people acceptance is the saddest thing, but no one can accept me unless i accept myself and love myself for the better or worse
Hmmmm I’m not sure this works. Worst of times Virgo, Pisces, Leo.
Best of times Aries.
Capricorn ? An in between place or stop along the way ?
Most evolved self: Me.
Leo is a place of growing and support. Virgo & Pisces want to help the wounded. Aries is the fun & partnership. Capricorn I don’t know what 😂 Reminder to take care of myself I guess.
Best of times Aries.
Capricorn ? An in between place or stop along the way ?
Most evolved self: Me.
Leo is a place of growing and support. Virgo & Pisces want to help the wounded. Aries is the fun & partnership. Capricorn I don’t know what 😂 Reminder to take care of myself I guess.
At my lowest I loved hanging with thieves and people who enjoyed doing stealthy crimes. Not anything aggressive and face to face. Mostly hidden and sneaky. Then thorwing everything we stole together to trade it for alcohol, cigarettes, and drugs to party. I was just with that crowd of kids back when I was young.
Now I only hang out with hard working people. People who are self-sufficient and willing to work their hands to the bone for an honest pay. I feel thats my karma for being a thief in my youth. The only way I can make up for it is working hard larbor jobs. It taught me how to understand what its like to work your ass off for what you own, and made me respect people and their personal stuff more.
The signs of the people back in the day was a Capricorn, a Virgo, two Libra, and myself A leo. The Capricorn taught us all how to break into cars, how to dress, what time to go, and what to do if you almost, or actually get caught. He never said anything like "I'm the leader." But pretty much was because he knew the correct way to do it. He always called it car shopping. I had a really good skill in picking locks, but only used that on ocassions if we needed to get into a shed or lockbox. Eventually people started to split up a bit. The Cap and one of the Libras got into hard drugs, the other libra went more towards a better popular life, the virgo ended up in prison for a bit, and I did my own thing solo. I would drive way out into the country and pick my way into sportsman's clubs in the middle of the night. I would then pick open the money box of stuff like the pool tables, jukebox, and soda machines. The payoff was never worth the time or risk though. By then I had dropped out of school, and when I hit 18 I started to get nervous. I pretty much stopped thieving once I hit 19. I had no drive, or idea of what I wanted in life though. The Capricorn ended up in prison for breaking and entering into homes, and major burglary. The Virgo cleaned up completely, got married, and had kids, the one libra who got into hard drugs died from an overdose, the other Libra ended up with no drive whatsoever, and their life is a constant state of falling apart, and being comfortable for a short time. I ended up getting extreamly lucky. My mom ended up meeting a Sagittarius that runs his own tile business. Its extreamly hard work, but had an extremely good payout. He taught me everything I know at this point, and was 100 times a better father then my own father. I honestly feel like he saved my life in a sense. I can't even imagine what I would have ended up like if my mom never met him. Likely with the Capricorn, locked up with no chances of getting out.
Now I only hang out with hard working people. People who are self-sufficient and willing to work their hands to the bone for an honest pay. I feel thats my karma for being a thief in my youth. The only way I can make up for it is working hard larbor jobs. It taught me how to understand what its like to work your ass off for what you own, and made me respect people and their personal stuff more.
The signs of the people back in the day was a Capricorn, a Virgo, two Libra, and myself A leo. The Capricorn taught us all how to break into cars, how to dress, what time to go, and what to do if you almost, or actually get caught. He never said anything like "I'm the leader." But pretty much was because he knew the correct way to do it. He always called it car shopping. I had a really good skill in picking locks, but only used that on ocassions if we needed to get into a shed or lockbox. Eventually people started to split up a bit. The Cap and one of the Libras got into hard drugs, the other libra went more towards a better popular life, the virgo ended up in prison for a bit, and I did my own thing solo. I would drive way out into the country and pick my way into sportsman's clubs in the middle of the night. I would then pick open the money box of stuff like the pool tables, jukebox, and soda machines. The payoff was never worth the time or risk though. By then I had dropped out of school, and when I hit 18 I started to get nervous. I pretty much stopped thieving once I hit 19. I had no drive, or idea of what I wanted in life though. The Capricorn ended up in prison for breaking and entering into homes, and major burglary. The Virgo cleaned up completely, got married, and had kids, the one libra who got into hard drugs died from an overdose, the other Libra ended up with no drive whatsoever, and their life is a constant state of falling apart, and being comfortable for a short time. I ended up getting extreamly lucky. My mom ended up meeting a Sagittarius that runs his own tile business. Its extreamly hard work, but had an extremely good payout. He taught me everything I know at this point, and was 100 times a better father then my own father. I honestly feel like he saved my life in a sense. I can't even imagine what I would have ended up like if my mom never met him. Likely with the Capricorn, locked up with no chances of getting out.
Posted by Phantom_Dangus
I've never thought of myself or anyone I cared for like that. Dehumanizing people at all just doesn't sit with me.
i believe in reincarnation
some people i think reincarnate into animals
Posted by virgoOPPP
what's the sign of people you loved the most at your lowest, most unevolved sewer rat self?
what's the sign of people you loved the most at your highest, most evolved self?
people you love when you're at your most desperate?
people you love in better weather?
Lowest--had my most toxic relationship with a Pisces man with loads of Pisces placements. Idk if it was his lowest too but it was pretty low.
Highest--I want to say Scorpio but Idk really. I am just settling into this healthy part of my life and cant say for sure yet.
Most desperate--I guess Virgo. When I felt desperation, he was happy to come for the ride. Not to make it any better, just have company in his misery. Its hard to say again... I want to say Scorpio but it was one sided.
In better weather--if we were both more healthy, I think just about any sign I could fall in love with. I just havent been healthy until now and I certainly havent had any healthy mates in the past, besides maybe my ex Scorpio. The healthiest friendships I have had so far are with a Leo sun cancer moon, a Sag (i forget her moon), and a Pisces sun sag moon woman.
I was never desperate. Even when I was blowing all of my savings up my nose to avoid dealing with all the emotional bullshit I didn't have the skill or maturity to face head on and fix. But I did find myself in a toxic relationship, not from desperation, and not because I didn't think I could do better. But because the rollercoaster emotions of the lows and highs of it, were just another thing I got addicted too. Adrenaline rush, so to speak,
And not surprising, since I seem to even now attract them, he was a Cancer. But the difference between then and now, is he was the bad form of the two that I say walk around. The one that that let's their addictive tendencies control them. The one that is constantly fucking with you mentally. You've seen the threads about those kinds. I don't have to go into detail.
But even now, I still attract Cancers. Just this time, I don't attract and avoid those chaotic fuckers that piss most women off. lol
And not surprising, since I seem to even now attract them, he was a Cancer. But the difference between then and now, is he was the bad form of the two that I say walk around. The one that that let's their addictive tendencies control them. The one that is constantly fucking with you mentally. You've seen the threads about those kinds. I don't have to go into detail.
But even now, I still attract Cancers. Just this time, I don't attract and avoid those chaotic fuckers that piss most women off. lol
Posted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_Dangus
I've never thought of myself or anyone I cared for like that. Dehumanizing people at all just doesn't sit with me.
i believe in reincarnation
some people i think reincarnate into animals
Okay, sure. I value animal lives too. Even sewer rats have a right to exist! (Yes, if you push hard enough, you'll find my stance break down and in which situations I'm okay with murder.) I'm more likely to anthropomorphize than to dehumanize.click to expand
my job feels so desensitizing sometimes
i got another call about a dead client and i was like:
"i suggest that you send out a copy of the death cert-oh i'm so sorry to hear that."
Posted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_Dangus
I've never thought of myself or anyone I cared for like that. Dehumanizing people at all just doesn't sit with me.
i believe in reincarnation
some people i think reincarnate into animals
Okay, sure. I value animal lives too. Even sewer rats have a right to exist! (Yes, if you push hard enough, you'll find my stance break down and in which situations I'm okay with murder.) I'm more likely to anthropomorphize than to dehumanize.
my job feels so desensitizing sometimes
i got another call about a dead client and i was like:
"i suggest that you send out a copy of the death cert-oh i'm so sorry to hear that."
I go straight from caring about every single thing's feelings and wanting to help somehow to wanting to say fuck it and blow up the entire world so nobody has to hurt anymore. But then I think, what if we don't cease to exist? What if we all end up somewhere worse?click to expand
oblivion is the best thing i think
and that's the best i hope for
Posted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_Dangus
I've never thought of myself or anyone I cared for like that. Dehumanizing people at all just doesn't sit with me.
i believe in reincarnation
some people i think reincarnate into animals
Okay, sure. I value animal lives too. Even sewer rats have a right to exist! (Yes, if you push hard enough, you'll find my stance break down and in which situations I'm okay with murder.) I'm more likely to anthropomorphize than to dehumanize.
my job feels so desensitizing sometimes
i got another call about a dead client and i was like:
"i suggest that you send out a copy of the death cert-oh i'm so sorry to hear that."
I go straight from caring about every single thing's feelings and wanting to help somehow to wanting to say fuck it and blow up the entire world so nobody has to hurt anymore. But then I think, what if we don't cease to exist? What if we all end up somewhere worse?
oblivion is the best thing i think
and that's the best i hope for
Haha! Such a sunny disposition. But me too, actually. I think of it like I didn't feel any pain from not being aware/existing before I was born so why should it bother me after I die?click to expand
i believe in reincarnation but it's not like i'd have memory/knowledge of it so.... oblivion basically.
and it feels nice when i'm about to lose consciousness and fall asleep.
that's the most peaceful feeling in the world. 💕
Posted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_DangusPosted by virgoOPPPPosted by Phantom_Dangus
I've never thought of myself or anyone I cared for like that. Dehumanizing people at all just doesn't sit with me.
i believe in reincarnation
some people i think reincarnate into animals
Okay, sure. I value animal lives too. Even sewer rats have a right to exist! (Yes, if you push hard enough, you'll find my stance break down and in which situations I'm okay with murder.) I'm more likely to anthropomorphize than to dehumanize.
my job feels so desensitizing sometimes
i got another call about a dead client and i was like:
"i suggest that you send out a copy of the death cert-oh i'm so sorry to hear that."
I go straight from caring about every single thing's feelings and wanting to help somehow to wanting to say fuck it and blow up the entire world so nobody has to hurt anymore. But then I think, what if we don't cease to exist? What if we all end up somewhere worse?
oblivion is the best thing i think
and that's the best i hope for
Haha! Such a sunny disposition. But me too, actually. I think of it like I didn't feel any pain from not being aware/existing before I was born so why should it bother me after I die?
i believe in reincarnation but it's not like i'd have memory/knowledge of it so.... oblivion basically.
and it feels nice when i'm about to lose consciousness and fall asleep.
that's the most peaceful feeling in the world. 💕
I love that feeling too. Is there a word for that? It's like the twilight of consciousness.click to expand
hypnagogia
sometimes even a type of hallucination
i read it's something common for someone my age
i've experienced something similar when i had myself placed under hypnosis
Posted by alexscaries
At my worst:
Aries i.e. myself. It was mainly my right hand, I needed my left hand free to hold the belt.
In all seriousness. I never really go after one type, one sign it is all different. Been meeting a lot of Taureans lately.
you're a scorpio moon so....
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