Any Scorpio Guys who can offer advice?

Met a scorpio guy last year, dated and he was lovely, opened up about his feelings, seemed really into me, did everything for me, was generally lovely, did a complete 360 regarding marriage etc, met his family. On the other hand he was dismissive to my opinions on things and the biggie asked if I would like to have another man have sex with me whilst he was there and said imagine how good it would be, he opened up into the relationship and told me the porn he watched is a number of men with one woman or swingers! Before we met we had been chatting for around 6 weeks via text, he told me about his crazy times at a festival whilst he was there, I encouraged him to spill all, basically a married couple approached him to have sex with the wife whilst the husband watched........ which he said he did. He was online and would (so he said) randomly early hours of the morning go and meet with women for sex. I told him from the start I was a one man person and i would never "share" a partner so if he was after that he was barking up the wrong tree. Anyway we dated and he instigated that we were a couple and he deleted all other numbers (of women) from his phone (i believed this at the time)

Throughout the relationship I did all the travelling to him (25mins) and it started to grate on me so I snapped a bit in a text to him, it turned into him saying he was sorry that he wasn't enough for me and he couldnt be the person I wanted him to be and he ended it. I've had a very long (15yr) bad relationship so I was in a no sprinkle kind of state and left it. However, i got back in touch with him a few months after and we had sex. Again got back in touch with him and went round and had sex, at the time he was very undecided about meeting as he said he would just be using me for sex....... at that time I was still in self destruct mode and I told him not to worry as I was just using him too. Heres were the problem arose, after that last time a couple of months ago I messaged him as I do still have feelings for him but because of where I was in my life said we could be friends with benefits........ the day after he rung me and said he had had feelings for me and he didn't want to do the FWB, i asked why and he just said "i dont want to" and that was it. I saw him the other day out shopping and it was lovely to see him. I messaged him to say so and now he wants to meet up next week for sex. I've explained the feelings I have and that I now realised I can't just be a F*** buddy and hes said he knows we will meet. He hasn't mentioned as he did previously that he would be using me (he did immediately when I got in touch before) for sex but im obviously thinking he is. I do love sex but dont sleep around so am planning on meeting him!

When I screwed up in the first instance around a month or so later I sent a very long message apologizing to him which he said he really appreciated and that's how I ended up back around there the first time. When we meet up its just like it was in our relationship, lovely, cuddly, amazing sex, when i can't sleep over hes so disappointed and wants me to.

Anyone enlighten me about what this guy is now thinking/feeling........ is that it just a drop in sex buddy or is there still feelings there and a chance? Im cancer

Hopeful for comments Winking