I was a friend with aquariusman already 1,5 year, but it was more than only friend relationship. 5 months ago he confessed that he loves me, he knew I was his soulmate since the first day we have meet, but he never said this to me. I knew I loved him more than afriend already after 3 month of our friendship. During these 2 years (sometimes we were living in different cities), we had a special bond that seemed unbreakable. In fact, couple of times we decided to stop to talk permanently (a long story) but then came back together. By the way, both of us are from the traditional families. During this breakup times I have meet with one family friend guy, whom my family very promoted. I didn’t love him, but respected as a person. Families decided to engage us and actually we have engaged. Aquarius heard that and he came back crying, literally begging that he loves me, he cannot let me to marry someone. I didnt believe him, as I know the character of aquarius guys, but during 2 months he consistently tried everyways to prove that he loves, even talked with his family and relatives and etc. I believed him and talked woth my family explained I didnt love my fiance and I cannot marry him, I explained him also and we broke up. Then we began relationship with aquarius guy, everything seemed perfect. We said finally we have met our soulmates and etc. It lasted 3 months. He said he loves me, but his family do not want him to talk with the girl who has already been engaged. He cannot be againt his family and stopped talking with me. I was very angry can you imagine, then I removed him from all my contacts (spcial accounts, number). I love him so much, but I think I did so many things for him, even confronted my family, but he chooses to use his family as an excuse. After a week of our break-up he wrote a message asking how are you? but I didnt replyied. I feel nothing about the situation. I feel numb-on the one hand I love him so much, we have shared so many things with each other, he is a guy who is nice and kind with everyone but shares his deep feelings only with very few people. We understood us so very well even without talking, I cpuld feel his mood even 3000 miles away. On the other hand, now I feel nothing- no anger, no sadness, no regret, no love- nothing. I dont him back either. I feel empty and It scares me.
