whatever001
@whatever001
9 Years
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He lives in a small town and he is not planning to move into a big city anytime soon. Which is fair enough, he loves it there.
I couldn't find a work in this small town. Only way for us to be together is to be in a long-distance relationship while I'm trying to create a career for myself. I can't be dependant on him for the rest of my life. And I know that if I would have stayed, that would have happened to me.
So, that's what I did. But I decided to go back home. That's far, far away from where he lives. Around 24hrs with plane.
I know I needed to do it. Even if I end up disappointed, I tried at least.
We left things kind of open ended. We said beforehand that we are not gonna continue our relationship. Mainly because of my jealousy and trust issues. We have been apart for 5 days and our communication has been quite normal, like we're still in a relationship.
But I'm afraid that he might find a new girl that he falls in love with. Maybe he decides to join a dating site again.
I guess it's fair enough cause I made my decision to go back. I just hope he will tell me that when that happens.
Maybe it will not happen. Maybe he has absolutely no intention to do that.
N.B. It's just a went.
And I know we have a chance after I have more experience in my career field and after he decides to move from where he lives.