81gems
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Posted by AnotherTaurusGuyYeah, we were friends for years.
Have you known them for a long time? People grow apart over time. Be grateful for the good times and try not to dwell on the bad ones.
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I'm feeling weird about it all. Like, I find myself thinking; "Is it really over? I guess I'm never going to hear from this person again, much, if at all. We'll never again get together and talk like we used to. I will probably never hear their voice again."
Even if I wanted to, we can't talk. So much shit was done and said that I ended up disliking the person. I told them as much when they tried to reach out to me recently. I'd like to think they're sorry, but I simply do not know. They're so complicated. It wouldn't matter anyway because I don't know how I could trust them anymore. What's left in a friendship when trust and confidence is gone?
Can't quite wrap my head around the fact that all those times we had are over for good. That person isn't my friend. I wish that wasn't so. Maybe I should have reacted differently? Friends fight sometimes, no? Then again, maybe they could have been a better, nicer person. I think I became the recipient of their misdirected anger and bad moods far too many times. Maybe I just shouldn't think about it anymore. I guess I just needed to vent. If you have any advice, it's appreciated. Otherwise, thanks for reading, whoever you are.