I've been in a relationship for, let's say a very long time. I can't say it is all wine and roses, but I was fairly happy all this time. It came to my attention that she did not share the same opinion I did. Things went south and she found someone, she found someone to make her happy in all the ways she wanted. Then I became aware of this affair and lost my ?. Some would say "her" that I was and am a psychopath , I will admit I went a bit crazy and did and said things I regret ??. We tried counciling , and I found out I was a complete pile of ? . Since then I've been trying to make amends and become a better husband/man but it seem to be a fruitless endeavor. I can't tell and she won't tell me want she wants or needs from me. I'm well on my way to being better, for me and in turn us, but I need something. Have any of y'all been here and if so any advise. I truly love her and always have, so the first thing is to salvage our marriage. I'm willing if she is.
