@NikkiMse1978
14 Years1,000+ Posts
Hi Nikki. Mine started in 2007, prior to that i was sort of like sleep walking. What happened made me to see things clearly. Before an awakenment, there's a thing that they call 'the dark night of the soul', this is when your life falls apart & all u experience is misery after misery. I became homeless, spent 4 months in a shelter & i just wanted to die- that was two years before my awakening. Life changes once u see the light- u get messages everywhere, prophetic dreams etc. My journey didnt end, im still learning, but 1 thing for sure, im not who i was before this. People are less important now, material world & other worldly things ceased to exist (less libido too, lol). I found me without all my previous attachments. Enjoy your journey Nic, its very liberating. Besides all the pain i went through, i wouldn't change it for the world. I'm still not perfect, but im now a better version of my imperfections. Thank you.
There is no time line, its a journey, not a trip. Its a slow process with many tests along the way. With every level u reach, the more closer u get in touch with u. Dont rush it, watch it unwind. Be ready for a lot of tears & total emotional chaos. Im no guru, im just sharing my experience. Goodluck
still on my way
@ Water- I believe my journey started 3 years ago when I began dating the Aqua ex. That was hell! I've had a rough path before that. I've had 3 arrests, been homeless myself, & now after much suffering I think I'm on my spiritual path. I know it's long, hard, sad & good. But I feel my transformation! You'd be proud!
Im proud of u already Nikki, being totally honest like you've been here is sign enough. Continue on your long walk to freedom.
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