Twin Flames? Strong feeling in the heart chakra , a lot of signs and synchronicity?

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justmex3
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**THIS IS LONG BUT PLEASE READ I REALLY NEED HELP**

So I went to high school with this guy and in high school he would always stare at me everyday and in the beginning he was nice to me. Then he started being mean to me for no reason, he would talk about me badly saying i was creepy and annoying. But during this time he was doing this he would also say he thought i was cute and pretty and that he liked me. He's also said I like her but she's kind of stalkerish and other things like The reason I stare at her is because I want to see if she's staring at me. He says he wants nothing to do with me and doesn't like me. He would also go to the bathroom and j***k off and say my name. But on to the synchronicity and the signs. Okay so we graduated in May and this all started happening in July. So in July I saw him Wal-mart which was a bit of a surprise, then in August I saw him 2 times. I saw him August 19th at our old high school's football game. Then I saw him August 27th at a christian rock concert. Then for the whole month of September I didn't see him. But on October 2nd I saw him at a dollar general which was a complete surprise. But before I got out of the car, I had this strong gut feeling that he was in there and i got a sharp pain in my stomach and I got this lump in my throat. Needless to say the doors opened and he was standing there. It's like I knew he was there. He kept looking out of the corner of his eye at me and acting nervous and shy he kept putting down his basket and fiddling with objects. But when I got near him the pain in my stomach went away. So with the heart chakra thing, whenever I think about him I get a strong pulling feeling in my chest/heart chakra. Sometimes its a feeling of deep sadness other times its just a pulling feeling that feels nice. Also I tend to get a lump in my throat. This happens when I'm thinking about him and I was wondering if he is thinking about me as well? And another synchronicity is one time I heard this song on the 22nd master day of September and backstory, there was this asian foreign exchange student at our school named cece and she is pale, and in the song the girl says talk about cece, brown skin on you. and i am mixed and i have brown skin. So that was ANOTHER SIGN. I also have very vivid dreams about him! Everytime I dream I about him I remember it as soon as I wake up and it feels as if it had just happened. So I'm just really confused on all of this as I am new to the world of twin flames and other types of spiritual things. Also with the twin flame thing I feel as if we are in a twin flame runner chase dynamic. Him being the runner me being the chaser. All I want to do is work this out with him. When I saw him at dollar general I got a vibe from him and it seemed like he wanted to talk to me. I got a very calm vibe. Usually in school I would get a angry/ upset vibe from him. But my friend told me he has changed alot and has calmed down since high school since he has been going to church and she told me he has made truce with everyone. But he didn't with me. I feel like he thinks I hate him which is why he won't talk to me. He also blocked me on Instagram and he also blocked my friend that told me he has changed. Advice please? Thank you. xx 🙂