Hi all! I'm fairly new here and fairly lost. I consider myself a "mature", female Sag, however, not so mature. My silliness still shines through the darkest of days. Which I find to be a curse at times. Anyway, I'm wondering if anyone can share their experiences with a Capricorn male. I've been married to one for a very long time and I'm about done. It seems the older I get, the free-er(?)I want to be. The need for space, privacy and socialization is overwhelming. He is and always has been a very controlling Cappy. Insecure, jealous, untrusting to name a few. I've spent practically my whole life making him happy. And now, after I've "grown up", I have this overwhelming need to be free. To the point that I've become severely depressed. I have no friends outside our group of friends, which isn't much because he's made it a point to disassociate with them all. If I try to do anything outside our family life, join a gym, meet with friends, go somewhere on my own, he gets pretty angry and the stalking begins. So I don't. Blah, blah, blah. I'm oblivious to jealousy, so I don't understand this concept. And is it wrong that I want part of my life to be without him ? I guess I'm just wondering why I didn't have this need for freedom when I was younger. Why now ?
