AHH!

AHH!

woops! posted too soon.

i just want to vent!!! Just when i thought i would get this job i didn't!! WTF! i cannot seem to catch a break. Talk about frustration. Since Friday my emotions have been up and down and I need this to end. I thought Jupiter had my back?? lol. Seriously though, i thought things are supposed to be going well for us scorps but I just dont seem to be moving forward.

I am actually in a good place, but i feel like my job is just bring unnecessary stress and toxicity into my life. Everyone in there has just been a downer as of late and I cannot take it much longer. I was so ready to give in my two weeks. I know it wasn't meant to be but seriously?? How much longer??

Anyone else feeling stagnant?!

I do, aNew.

I've been working on projects and they either were stagnant.. nothing worked out like my experience I rely on .. suddenly technically nothing worked. OR.. love felt so good but the doors are wide shut..

OR.. I've been so inventive lately but it doesn't turn into dollars yet.

I'm pushing and pushing and pushing.. and I'm tired of pushing.

that's why I'm here.. on dxp.

I need a break. I need results for my hard working.

I NEED A FEELING OF SOME KIND OF ACHIEVEMENT!

Posted by FUM
I do, aNew.

I've been working on projects and they either were stagnant.. nothing worked out like my experience I rely on .. suddenly technically nothing worked. OR.. love felt so good but the doors are wide shut..

OR.. I've been so inventive lately but it doesn't turn into dollars yet.

I'm pushing and pushing and pushing.. and I'm tired of pushing.

yes, exactly. I feel like i am pushing and pushing here as well. I had even decided a good two months ago to put off every other thing in my life and keep my tunnel vision on bettering the career part of my life after realizing that I should have done that a year ago. Clear the cobwebs. Not looking for love, not trying to let other things derail me because I realized it is the only thing for me to do. All other things can wait. Its like a part of me knows it will happen, but then in comes the anxiety.

I dont know. i think the best thing i can do is humble myself and just keep on pushing. I really have no choice. Ha

Posted by FUM
that's why I'm here.. on dxp.

I need a break. I need results for my hard working.

ditto