ScorpLady77
@ScorpLady77
8 Years
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Posted by EvoxxxscorpioWell...do you cry hysterically for days?
Yes

Posted by EvoxxxscorpioWhat was YES for?Posted by GemitatiYes I don't.Posted by EvoxxxscorpioWell...do you cry hysterically for days?
Yes
I am sorry for being a bitch but I AM!click to expand

Posted by EvoxxxscorpioMake it right!!!Posted by GemitatiWrong thread my badPosted by EvoxxxscorpioWhat was YES for?Posted by GemitatiYes I don't.Posted by EvoxxxscorpioWell...do you cry hysterically for days?
Yes
I am sorry for being a bitch but I AM!
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But then I realised I was falling hard for him and he too was getting emotionally attached. The best part was we could read each others minds without a word and I guess that's what attracted me to him in the first place. I knew if I really care for him and the family, I needed to put an end to this. although we both had never confessed our feelings for each other, we both knew we were into an emotional affair. So I messaged him requesting him to carry on, that he is a brilliant man and deserves better than the mess he would get if we were to carry on ahead. I told him that I would miss him and remember the sweet memories we shared but then if I truly loved him, I would look out for his good and not just my own selfish motives. He didn't reply but was shocked. He has been crying hysterically since then, lost a lot of weight and has changed a lot. Once an outgoing man full of fun and adventure, he has become very quiet and reclusive. I deeply long for him but then going ahead with him will screw the family relationship. I too have retreated into a shell of mine own... not eating, excess sleeping and heavily depressed. I know I will always have a soft corner for him. But do you think he will always remember me too? Or will he forget about me in a few years? I don't want anything else.. just that he remembers me for the sweet times we shared. Only serious answers please.. I am already battling heavy depression.