I push people away and I don't mind who gets hurt

I have recently found out I am the type of person who doesn't want or even really need friends. I attempted to have a sleep over with a few girls from school and I almost had a panic attack because it was so over whelming, my mother had to come at take me home. It seems like I am the type of friend who you won't see for 5-6 months at a time and when you do I just pop in to see how you are doing then I pop right back out. I don't only do this with friendship but also family. After trying to bond with my older sister who is going away to college soon, I purposely made her cry and I didn't even feel sorry. Any other scorpios that can relate to this?

Ha, not really i'd never be at a rave (too many people) I'm more like the girl in high school who everybody knows but nobody even knows my last name :/

You sound like a shitty abusive person.

How about you limit your interaction with other human beings until you talk to someone about your subhuman fetish with hurting people .

People don't deserve to abused by you just because someone mistreated you. Talk to a doctor or do the world a favor.

I'm not really sure why I didn't care. My sister has never done anything to me to deserve my emotional torment. You could even say I smiled at the thought of me betraying her trust. I don't really feel empathy after what I did, just shame.

Posted by PigThumbs
I don't really feel empathy after what I did, just shame.

No shame whatsoever, since you're bragging about this.

If this isn't a troll account...then keep it up. It would be HILARIOUS for everyone around you to find out something bad happened to you. They'd party for days.

Posted by PigThumbs
I have recently found out I am the type of person who doesn't want or even really need friends. I attempted to have a sleep over with a few girls from school and I almost had a panic attack because it was so over whelming, my mother had to come at take me home. It seems like I am the type of friend who you won't see for 5-6 months at a time and when you do I just pop in to see how you are doing then I pop right back out. I don't only do this with friendship but also family. After trying to bond with my older sister who is going away to college soon, I purposely made her cry and I didn't even feel sorry. Any other scorpios that can relate to this?

You're scared
Scared to be hurt so you hurt others before they hurt you

Power struggles with yourself

You do care just don't want to admit it to yourself ...

One day your going to get really hurt by someone you do actually care about and all of this useless behaviour will bite you in the ass.

Don't say I didn't warn u. ðŸ‘

I guess you're too young. I learned to socialize by flocking to people I like. That started everything...

I guess it would be wise for me to seek a therapist, though it doesn't bother me imagining my life without any one to care about me but I suppose life could be a lot brighter.

when we meet new people or when we connect with others we dont just know them we know our self through them so stop being scared by yourself
get out that 'prison' and enjoy the beauty of this fucked up world