Love/Hate

Do any other scorpio females find some guys will love us at the outset,then they start hating your guts.
I dont know what it is,but i can list at least 5 guys who once worshiped me but now i seriously think they hate me.
Mmmm maybe i should sit them down an ask them whats up?

Lol u crease me up chick....yeah i have the ex's coming out the woodwork on facebook too.
Some i accept out of politeness,others i decline.
However,a few guys who i never got intimate with i probably went on a few dates then dismiss them. I seriously feel they hate me. One is always critical of everything i do or constantly saying stuff about my fiance.
They are 2 libras and a cappy. Wonder if their sign as anything to do with it.

Adoration is a superficial expression ... perhaps, you should take a look at true vs fake feelings to start with. Once you figure out what is a real feeling to express, or recieve .. then you could work on how to keep a man.

P angel I don't have a problem keeping a man. My post was simply asking if any other scorp female had that problem.
And these are guys I never got involved with.
But I do agree with ur view on adoration.

would you stop talking to someone with out explaining, I went on holiday came back and my scorpio friend was all in my face a normal
hugs everything, then I told this Aqua i was talking with her on the phone by text, long storie... then i found out this aqua as been hanging
with my scorpio friend although she said she never liked her, while I was away and this aqua was playing my best mate for months talking with me about the scorpio
and I was telling her how fond and excited about being friends with the scorpio,but then all of a sudden that same day i ask the aqua to call me but she never
so i went back into work asked why she never called , but i had been told this aqua had been hanging with my Scorpio friend , this two faced aqua
bitch
so i ranted on again about my scorp friend how much I love her etc, and then this aqua going on about who's calling who , then i thought what difference
does it make were friends. so i walk with her to the carpark and ask her if she needs a lift , and then she's like no she hesitates ,... and then she comes out
with im hanging with your friend scorpio .. I went ballistic

I tired to call my scorp friend text her she would not reply... I was furious guys I was really hurting , and I just waned to know why we were not talking , it never made sense
this aqua is gay! and was married to a woman , so I thought this aqua must have lied her way into the scorpio's friendship slowly without me knowing , then finally won the scorpio friendship .

Now I was hurting to the point I really wanted to kill the aqua but i couldn't she was my boss, I just kept thinking what as made the scorpio cut me off like this.especally since i knew the aqua had been telling me not to be friends with the scorpio and that the scorpio was high maintenance, and a waste of time. but now this aqua is like the scorpio's best friend and the scorpio wouldn't talk with me , when we had known each other for 3 yrs. , we use to hug ever day and giggle with each other. she would give me lifts home , and we did in april say to each I think we like each other more than we should , so I said can we keep the intimacy at distance for a while till i stop feeling this way , but she did not want me too ,and threw her arms around me and cried. I was shocked.,!!

this aqua was like my confident ... so i confided in her. but now the scorpio and her are living together in dubai..im sure this aqua as told her lies but why hurt me . lm a cancer. HELP!! las

I have searched my heart for answers , and can only assume the scorpio was in love with me and felt i didn't love her as much and the Aqua from what i can tell took advantage of this . but i think the scorpio chased her to hurt me , and the aqua gladly obliged! I know this because the aqua ex wife showed me the emails my scorpio had been sending the aqua , it was like the scorpio just went desperate on the aqua ... out of the blue after i and the aqua went to the scorpios leaving party... in may . thats when they became close but without my knowledge. asked the aqua why she never told me they were close she's like how do i know you don't talk about me like that , I was thinking what are you talking about . I was really puzzled as I never talk about the scorpio badly only how much i loved her friendship and how i wanted it to last! , but i did not realise the scorpio was at the top of the carpark when the aqua said this , I now realise the aqua as most likely been telling the scorpio i have been talking about her, so shouted that out to convince the scorpio i was to enforce the information indirectly.

I feel so stupid but this AQUA was so clever , she obviously lies a lot to master that kinda trick .. i felt like a kettle boiling , but not able to release the steam, wanted to kill her she stole my soul mate.and worst the scorpio was siding with her believing all her lies... now i know the scorpio has slept with this lesbian behind her fiance back ! and he has no clue. this is why i pulled away i did not want to bring confusion into our relationship .. but this aqua took full advantage of my scorpios weakness for my affection and turned it for her selfish greedy lust ,even left her wife of 2 yrs. to do it .

The aqua wife called me and told me the aqua use to come home and constantly rant about how me and the scorpio were close and that I was ignoring the scorpio and it was hurting her. but i wasn't and i told my scorpio friend why it needed to be that way for a while. l loved her really did and still do so much. I have healed so much since july i lost 9lbs and lost all my clients , only now have I pulled it together , I do not know how my scorpio friend is doing, as im afraid of my rejection and being made a laughing stock! her boyfriend thinks this aqua his her friend , so paid for the scorpio to go to dubai to stay with the aqua apparently to find her self , but she as told friends she's not coming back , I hate and love her for being stupid.! GOD!

Oh what to do ... she is so stubbon, and why why would she listen and chase a butch lesbian , who I can see as jooped her into a false sense of security !
if i knew this aqua was after her which she clearly was i would never have let my scorpio near her, no way. i remember i told the scorpio i will not come to
her leaving do because , it hurt to see her leave , and she was like no you better be there. come the day i went home from work showerd and watched tv
then the scorpio text me and said where are you? i said home , then the aqua text ,me to say you coming to scorps leaving do , i said no its to much for
me i can't , this aqua is like come on you chicken , jus to say bye. in my heart i thought , what the hell ok ... but i knew i wanted to see her as friends so
it never matterd if i went but i did. she was so glad to see me and the aqua , but she asked the aqua to dance with her in front of everyone , but i couldn't
as it looked like me and the aqua were fighting for her affection or she was setting it up that way so i stood to the side of the dance floor ,the scorpio saw me
tried to drag me onto the dance floor but i said NO! it was embarrassing, all the staff were watching! what was she thinking.. i didn't want them thinking i was
gay! so I walked away to stand on the other side of the dance floor.,then the scorpio left the aqua walked over to me again grabbed me arm and started pulling
me , and i said No! go with her i want to stand here... i was jealous , but also embarrassed , i mean her man was there . all our collges bosses were watching
I couldn't believe how she was acting , no discretion .but obviously the aqua didn't care she was gay , and her actions maybe proved to the scorpio ,she was
willing to go all the way, but i couldn't me and the scorpio were meant to be marrying our perspective partners, it was like she had gone mad!! crazy...

I sent her cards and flowers , left messages, which i know she will not get unless she comes back ,to the UK , i know how stubbon scorpios are ,even if it all
goes wrong , but she has wreaked such a beautiful thing for what , Sex... Yes i love sex too , but what does that mean if she can drop me after 3 years for a liar she has only known
3 months ,and moved abroad with her! she said she was stupid ,and now i know why she gets hurt all the time. she does not think things though

Please scorp girls help me, I am feeling hate to scorpio women , but i love the scorp men.

tits

Posted by roxy1968
butch lesbian

HAHA

Never hated anyone I loved , thats just me , no matter what the reason , i will fix it ... just seems stupid hide without hearing a cause , even i dont knw whats wrong , just think shes been mis lead l saw her as a friend and also someone i understood ... I care for her and her well fair..but i will not intrude on her decision. i do not resent or seek to hurt , but find it weird if you can leap from one to another , if your feelings were considered true or your words , if i say i love you i love you , I do not lie to sway your emotions ,for a quick thrill or advantage ,my friendship is for life , so why deny your self this .. I loose nothing . I never leave doubt especally to the ones who loved or cared for me.

Just find it strange that you can be wanting my affection , then you claim to love me, but i turn my back and your sleeping with someone who claims to be my friend... yet carry on playing like you want me, then when i find out you run and hide.... to top it off you don't explain why and make up a storie that i was talking about you .. which i never did or would do.
is this how scorpio women display love .. no explanation..and to believe a total stranger who lies , repeatedly which she seems to do , to side with that person to hurt someone she claimed to love is bizarre, yes if i hurt you do as you please but 1 explain what , or 2 be brave enough to stand there and say fuck you ...

Don't try making me feel guilty for your error. then weeks later , stand in my face after avoiding me as if nothing happend expecting a reaction of love from me,with a great big smile and anticipation ... totally baffled girls... what the hell! is my scorpio friend doing... CRAZY behaviour.

Love is not the opposite of Hate;

indifference is.

( hence why you may love and hate someone or something at the same time )

( like ... chocolate )

Guys read the following and see if it makes sense.....?

Can you help me understand some crazy shit i went through in May this year. with a scorpio female... I may post to get more scorpio female's responses, but wanted a independent view before hand to test the water....

I am a cancer female, and my friend was a scorpio female ,anyway after 3 years of working together , i did notice her when she joined my work , but something about her put my guard up .. don't know cancer instinct may me intuition...anyway she after time got promoted to management I am a personal trainer ,in fitness but kinda popular and also have a bit of a celebrity star past as a athlete.anyway time goes buy and I had phase were i had a crazy time with girls liking me weird!! but all the beautiful type you would never guess were gay! .
so it happens i test the water have a fling with a Taurus , who turned out to be crazy and bi-polar, but all t he same she and i had the most intense relationship , but not being gay my self it really ripped me up when she would not stay friends when i said i could not continue like this , plus she was with a guy as i was.

So last year , i sat with this scorpio at work and because i was still hurting from the lose of the taurus I disclosed this relationship with her to understand my feelings... well just the friendship not the sexual eliminate. She replied and said so what she had been with girls I should pursue it, trying to narrow this down , as months went on I noticed this scorpio girl starting to flirt more with me so l did the same back ,it took my mind off the heartbreak of the taurus who i missed so much. i lost my relationship with my scorpio male partner by this time so was renting a room for a while till i figured what to do .

No the scorpio and i had elevated our friendship to another level by xmas and she was definitely chasing my affections, but as a water sign we need confirmation , even though she kept toughing my hand and brushing against me, i in april I eventually , asked her the question ,Are we attracted to each other or is it in my head , and she replied to my shock with Yes we are .. I was so relieved but also scared now , because i wanted it to happen but knew this could cost me a friendship with her , so I opted with my head not heart , and wanted the friendship ...I couldn't stand another painful experience like with the Taurus .

problem was no matter how much i tried to be true to her , and show this was not a personal thing and I needed time to detach my emotions

as it stands she has now gone to dubai with this lesbian who as been stringing her along with so many lies saying i was talking about her etc, and I know it would seem credible to the scorpio , because she knows a would talk with the aqua all the time. and the scorpio girl seems to have turned this into a challenge of winning the aqua other to show me she has more power , but in doing so the aqua also saw a opportunity to make the scorpio believe I was not genuine and as a result , these two became intimate . whats made me so angry the the Aqua was telling me to stay away from the Scorpio and that she was a tease ,and she was happily married and wouldn't waste her time on her. well what a lie that was, so now the scorpio thinks the Aqua is amazing. i know they have had sex , because the aquas wife contacted me and said she saw the emails the scorpio sent her wife.

I eventually told the scorpio look if its her you want fine , but why can't we be friends etc. i even sent her flowers , as l knew she leaving in August and wrote to her , but by text and letters.. but nothing , eventually , she replied saying there was nothing left to say. !! so l said fine at-least i tried.

Few weeks went by i took time off work . lost a stone in wait , my work suffered because the only two people I loved had betrayed me... I was hurting so bad i wanted to kill my self and that Aqua , but couldn't. I was lost. So i went through the motions day be day till they both left at the end of august , came back to work after a week sick leave to help my heart, and guess what , i walk Down into the under ground car park and after 2 months of not seeing the scorpio in the flesh , there she is sitting with the aqua on some steps , the scorpio looked down and the Aqua looked like she was trying to reassure her, ,then the scorpio saw me, she just seemed to cut the Aqua off braced her self and faced me with a massive smile of anticipation! my heart jumped I missed her so much and I know maybe she would be scared to face me after giving me a tonge lashing by text months back, with no evidence i had infact talked about her... and seemed to just be hiding , so here she was showing me she wanted to talk, or so her body language suggested, but you know what.. i could not I clamped up I was hurting because of the betrayal , so I just shacked my head and walked by and never looked back...

i know i have lost her and the unique thing we shared , because she mis-understood my hesitation! but the very fact she has fallen for the charms of this vindictive and compulsive lying lesbian ....who is very butch ..hurts because had I not shown the scorpio that I confided in this lesbian as a possible friend , the scorpio most likely wanted have assumed me and this aqua were closer then the aqua presented. I know the scorpio use the aqua to show me she could win that friendship from me , but also to spit me in some way like a sting!! but i feel maybe she got over whelmed with my distance and her need to understand me was confusing her! she was crying out for my love but I have been used by another lesbian just how she as been jooped ! into this friendship... and it was only after I realised when i Lost my scorpio guy ,that this lesbian showed her true colours ,,,, telling me how easy I was etc... and she did't want to talk with me and couldn't be my friend! I was devastated , so much so my scorpio guy knew something was wrong , we tried but he was hurting to much..ellessque....I understand how deep the scorpio feels as I am too a water sign .. it is a pain that cannot be put into words ,,, it makes you feel like you cannot breath! I understand this like no other sign does ,when it comes to a scorpios passion .. i feel what a scorpio thinks and can communicate with out words with my scorpio,,that is the magic we shared! ...my mistake was to think silence from the aqua and her smile was of genuine interest .. but it was her agenda to feel me out and see and hear how I won the heart of the scorpio to benefit her lust and greedy lust to sleep with a weakened scorpio!
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I thought of chasing the scorpio even to travel to Dubai to plead with her to understand what she was letting her self in for ,and how this aqua had been slowly discrediting me to my colleges to make me look unsociable and she to be the understanding one and the one who loves every one.. because of my secretive nature, and not sharing my life with working colleges , because i know they love gossip this made it easy for the aqua to be popular compared to me, so the scorpio favoured her eventually , because she believed that my distance was my lack of ability to express... when infact , only she the scorpio was allowed into a insight of my feelings and thoughts she only saw 40% of me, and felt she knew me, but was frustrated at the slow pace and hesitation I was making towards her.

I don't

roxy1968 WROTE:i had a crazy time with girls liking me weird!! but all the beautiful type you would never guess were gay!


They probably were not - you just invoked their herding instinct - females were th tribal comforters of young, elderly and each otehr - especially those with no elders or young to take care of - they "loved" each other - since the males were not affectionate at all. It's perfectly natural and the reason why females lose their modern societal contraints and revernt to this beahavior when drunk.


roxy1968 WROTE: i test the water have a fling with a Taurus , who turned out to be crazy and bi-polar,


haha - that surprizes you? I don't know any taurus females who are not at least SOMEWHAT twisty.lol ( Sorry VB )

roxy1968 WROTE: but all t he same she and i had the most intense relationship ,


Sure - Cancer is a water sigh quite compatible with Scorpio, the Polar Opposite of Taurus ( hence the attraction between Scorpio/Taurus - opposites attract )



roxy1968 WROTE: but not being gay my self it really ripped me up when she would not stay friends when i said i could not continue like this , plus she was with a guy as i was.


It is unfortuanat that females don't KNOW that they are instictively attracted to other females for a reason and they are not really likely GAY unless they have a MALE chromosome pattern, like the BUTCH lesbians ( who are mostly genetic males - though they have ovaries, not testes - male brains )


roxy1968 WROTE: she has now gone to dubai with this lesbian who as been stringing her along with so many lies saying i was talking about her etc, and I know it would seem credible to the scorpio , because she knows a would talk with the aqua all the time. and the scorpio girl seems to have turned this into a challenge of winning the aqua other to show me she has more power , but in doing so the aqua also saw a opportunity to make the scorpio believe I was not genuine and as a result , these two became intimate . whats made me so angry the the Aqua was telling me to stay away from the Scorpio and that she was a tease ,and she was happily married and wouldn't waste her time on her. well what a lie that was, so now the scorpio thinks the Aqua is amazing. i know they have had sex , because the aquas wife contacted me and said she saw the emails the scorpio sent her wife.

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I am so f**king confused - who's on first? lol
At least I know you are a real woman - I just can't follow this. lol



But ... it seems that you hurt the Scorpio by not JUMPING ON HER ( embracing her )
and also that Scorpio RAN from you because you "rejected" her.

Send her a HAND-WRITTEN letter to Dubai.
DO NOT put your name on the outside so that the butchles won't intercept it.
Mark it "Personal and Confidential" and TYPE the envelope.
Be sure to use ONLY a PO Box return address ( no name ).

Tell her EXACTLY what you told us...and tell her how you FEEL
and that you "resorted to online Scorpio forums IN DESPERATION"

It seems she sees a POWER in the butch that she can use to her advantage
and it is unfortunate that the butch , while she may have the upper hand now
due manipulation ... will eventually meet her match and be destroyed.
She is a whore ... a vampire ... and no match for a Scorpio woman.

The high probability is that Scorpio HOPED you would go CHASING HER.
You can do so with that simple letter.

F'n board rewrote "W.H.0.R.E." as "just like me".

Should read:

She 9the butch lez ) is a W.H.0.R.E ... a vampire ... and no match for a Scorpio woman.

Ok scorpiopics

FRIG!! lm grabbing my head here to fold ,, you're joking me , you telling me that all that intensity, and promise of long friendship !of three years with who knows the chance that she and I could of if not most likely become lovers , she as thrown away on a butch girl, who takes steroids to look more masculine, who also envyed me because of my status as a famous sports star and one of the best trainers in the club. she gave up to have sex with that butch ... scorpiopics.. I can;t believe scorpio women would be so stupid!

Ok It seems she sees a POWER in the butch that she can use to her advantage..... this is possible , because I told the scorpio ,I wanted purchase a property in Dubai . and she ranted on to me how she and her fiance were going to move there because he had a job offer, but to be honest she always seemed to have or wanted to impress me or others with materialistic things.
so maybe this was the only way she could go and make a point , but to let that Ugly thing touch her .. i CANNOT GET MY FRIGGIN HEAD ROUND...

scorpiopics I don't want to belittle my self to her anymore , or risk her and that butch Aqua laughing at me any more ,behind my back sharing my notes of desire to feed and maintain there sick game of lust.. I want it to die .. I want them to both take a big look at one another and say how the fuck did i get here, I.E the Aqua thinking , Wow , im so lucky , And the scorpio thinking , shit she is so butch , broke and going no were , what the hell! am i doing in a country were i have no one else , when theres a guy who is a banker in the UK Who wants me buys me everything , and a girl I truly wanted to love , and still loves me , I want that scorpiopics... Because I care , and yes im angry she lowered her self to that level , but i also know how stupid ,and quick to strike , without thinking, because my scorpio guy is exactly the same , he never apologises , but then I don't expect him too . all I ask is that they express it back to me in their way . may that be a gift , a smile or hug .. thats how scorpios work.

scorpiopics I haven't a clue how long she will drag this out I know she cannot stay longer than 3 months ,there , but also she has damaged and embarrassed her self and me in the process, that she will not admit .. so she will hide out of pride , and shame, and hope to hear of my were abouts as I do her. i have a lot to say to her , but I know shouting or pulling out her mistakes will only let her

Scorpiopics

Im impressed with your insight into female attraction! it does kinda explain all this female attraction ! because i don't feel the need to live with a woman , but I do get the odd time were i meet my equal in some women and its like ha .. we are both equal ... and some sort of mad dance of strength and sexuality goes on , so thats what it is... its funny also because after the mad frantic daily sex with the Taurus .. for 14 days I just wanted my scorpio man back around me. but wanted the Taurus in my life , as a friend.

I think the scorpio friend is also having this problem then , maybe I frustrated her sexually and she just lost it. she said she found it hard to figure me , because i would sometimes blank her, but if you know a cancer you know we really do this when were really into you and in our heads what we really want is to rape you to death.

that smug Aqua really pissed me , as she just seemed to smile in my face , as if to say Haa... serves your right ! you lost her move on , she actually said that to my face, in the carpark when we had our first confrontation... had i known she was plotting behind my back all that time I would have knocked the living day light out of her, but she always played the role of I don't know why scorpio is not talking to you Roxy!! she even told me she was living somewhere else . but it was only when i and the aqua wife went around the scorpios flat one night for the aqua wife to confront the scorpios fella that we saw the aqua walking towards the scorpio's flat that we realised that lying bitch .. had also lied her way so well into the scorpio the scorpio moved her into her flat, because the aqua left her wife , making her self homeless.. so the scorpio , would have gladly invited her to stay.

Can you imagine if someone did that to you,it burned burned so bad,,, right now all is quiet I have not sort to find out how the scorpio is doing because im still healing .. its been 3 months since all this ended.. and she left the UK on the 18th..I never rejected her ,, i just wanted her to be sure she wanted me.

I don't know how scorpio women think to the men , because they get a bad rep! all round , but i hope she sees enough sense to try and find me, lm here... what you think scorpiopic's?

I am so f**king confused - who's on first? lol

you're confused ? can you imagine what it was like for me.. I can laugh now but hell ! i considerd suicide no joke it hurt that bad. and no one at work knew...so i was suffering in silence , only the aqua knew what i was going through and she was determined to kick me into touch.because the scorpio kept hugging me even though she had her .


also that Scorpio RAN from you because you "rejected" her.

Why run why not tell me in words , I love you she seemed able to tell the AQUA that by email , quiet easy..so pissed!!, I even asked her to let me have a picture But NO ! laughing at me was her answer... so I would ignore her and I get why why? , im like what the fuck do you want,... you will not give me a open yes or NO lets be together , but when i withdraw you're all onto me , crying and grabbing ..

Confused! and always will be I suppose unless you scorpios can explain why you do this to the ones your really love.

Yeah maybe i did fuck up bluemoon ,,, but don't go and sleep with some butch dyke.. especally one that claims to be my friend! think use your brain
would you trust someones freind who is willing to sleep with you... i sure as hell would not. i would tell that person , hey i hit on such and such and she was
up for it.

I miss her blue moon more fo rher safety really , but time will be the real healer and tell tell of all this , but I know karma will play a big part in this sooner or later.
yes i thought to much , but that shows i was in it fo rthe long haul .... gonna wait. did nothing wrong , i know that much.

Posted by roxy1968

Ok scorpiopics

FRIG!! lm grabbing my head here to fold ,, you're joking me , you telling me that all that intensity, and promise of long friendship !of three years with who knows the chance that she and I could of if not most likely become lovers , she as thrown away on a butch girl, who takes steroids to look more masculine, who also envyed me because of my status as a famous sports star and one of the best trainers in the club. she gave up to have sex with that butch ...

lol .... Yes.
Well ... "sorta". The fact is, the Aqua got her because she PURSUED her ... SHOWED INTEREST and LED and RESCUED her from where she was ( hurting from your rejection ) to where she is now. It's that simple.

Posted by roxy1968

scorpiopics.. I can;t believe scorpio women would be so stupid!

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Scorpio women are never that "stupid". But they are indeed that deeply sensitive and easy to wound.

Truly, there is a high probability that she was either sexually abused or neglected by (or lacked) a male authority figure in her life as a child...hence the gravitation to the PRIMAL INSTINCT of female companioning (as explained).

My advice to send a hand-written letter and TELL HER your feelings is the only hope here
because she CANNOT come and talk to you ... you ALREADY rejected her. She CANNOT allow
herself to be hurt by you again ... unless you TELL HER what you were feeling ...

- that BECAUSE YOU CARE SO MUCH you only wanted the best for her (but you miss her so)
- when you walked by and said nothing ... you were BURNING INSIDE ( that's the KEY to her heart, right there ).

im dealing very well with it in all since you guys expressed scorpio's run away when their hurt if i interpreted it all correctly.. I think sometimes scorpio women or to quick to act upon something they see as hurt ,when infact . that person your probably interested in ,has not really got a clue as to weather you are into them , due to the scorpio's lack of verbal communication , when needed.

Clues are all well and good,,,but how many times have we all been flirted with only to have the other person say they were only playing ,or it's not what they want. I just know if i want to take you down , my persistence or attention does not shift .. I love intensively, always I told her she was in my dreams everyday and that she was all i think of when i wake...at the time the aqua was there also , but they had started this secret affair , and she seemed torn ,always grasping for my hugs when she could even in front of the aqua . and it sort of explains why the aqua stopped being smiley in front of us when i did hug her.

I think she had both of us wanting her, or should i say me , as the aqua had her, but she felt a loyalty to the aqua once she had left her wife and the fact she slept with the aqua meant she was now emotionally bounded to her. I on the other hand was still a thought a fantasy of what could be..which was not strong enough to hold her attention unless we were in the same room. then the fireworks would go off and the aqua would shit her self. so it explains why after i last hugged her in front of the aqua , she seemed to switch her behaviour later only a hour later to moody and when i asked for another hug , she said later where is the aqua , this was when my suspicions were more aware.and she no longer come into the office.,because i think the aqua disapproved.

Her fiance popped into the gym yesterday! but he has no reason to hang about any more, but he looked at me and said hi. and seemed to look like he wanted me to talk to him so a conversation could be turned onto the scorpio, but i refuse to talk with him now , 1 being it reminds me of the bad months i had , when i did not believe me when i told him is scorpio was having a affair, and now he must realise she's not coming back or it maybe true.

I will always love her, and what we had. but only fate would bring us across each other.. and i think she would feel ashamed!. she is no longer pure to me, really.but she deserves to find her heart, if that be with me or her fiance or the lesbi

scorpiopics

yes her parents broke uo when she was young , so she craves attention ... bluemoon, I cannot chase her as i have no clue where she is living out their , and to ask her friend or her fiance, surely , that would just feed her ego with the aqua knowing also i miss her. she is meant to leave the UAE at the end of November.... but from what you guys know now , do you think she will stay with the butch Lesbain? ,and scorpiopics where did you get the info that women ,are natrually drawn to heard togetherm were did the sexual eleiment come into it.?

This Venus in rx is definitely a doozy, eh?

Ah! Only 11 more days of this.


Enlighten me BM..`?

Posted by scorpio_chic
No it's usually the other way around for me.

Oh yeah.

Blue moon you make me laugh LMAO.... , Yeah would be good if I wasn't so angry at her. and also , i work in a place were verbal incest is almost the norm everybody is in every ones business.. bet my bottom dollor if I pursued her for her friendship which is what I truly wanted , she as a scorpio would most likely get word back to the UK to tell everyone , I went all the way to the UNITED ARAB EMIRATES to pursue her , just to cover up her infidelities..

Its a tough one , because if i didn't see this betrayal what other nasty stuff would she and the Aqua she as teamed up with bestow upon me. Honestly my heart would diminish into dust...she as no idea how deep she runs in my vains , and I have come so far since June when this all came out. for all I know she might be part b-polar. I dunno , ,folk are crazy hey!?
can you imagine the ego boost her and the Aqua would get after all this time if I resurfaced. granting her choices to see me , after she was the one who messed it up . although it does not matter, lm not sure she , or anyone else as a matter of fact would be able to grasp the capacity to be honest and say , i loved you but messed up . I think sometimes when scorpios mess up they pursue the wrong so far that they cannot turn back ,due to their fixed nature.

I believe Cancers are cardinal ... so its easier for us beings...Seriously bluemoon if she and I had a time to sit alone , I would spend days and nights telling her my deepest fears and wants had she not done this mental and unpredictable act....Lm not sure Bluemoon from what you read what you would have done or why you would have done it if it was you I was into and you felt it to slow , but they say the scorpio man is so different to the female , as they are less quick to act on their stingers with-out a little more reflection.


I.e why hurt the one who loves you and you know it ,ok because they let you feel pain in your heart but one cannot know this unless you express before releasing your pain.I so so wish to be a fly on the wall and see the aqua loose her , even if not to me , but it burns daily to know she is thousand of miles away and we never resolved anything , because that demon undermined and deceived me to achieve sex with the scorpio , although the scorpio did it because she was lost lonely , and had no one , although she was in a relationship , why why tell me your happy with your man when I feel and clearly see your not. DO YOU THINK THEY WILL BECOME BORED OF EACH OTHER

How will I know if she want's back ? what as a scorpio can trigger you to release you as a scorpio have made a decision , that was not so clever, although you have no regret.? Like I said not sure i can relieve the anger!! she was beautiful like a blonde Nicole Kidman , but defo messed up emotionally ,,, lost soul, drifting..... i didn't want to save her , just wanted to show her that she could be herself without lying to win hearts , as you know the truth always comes out, YES. ... And i sure know i may miss a trick or two at the beginning , but be sure Cancers are so driven to hold on we go to great length's to get to the root of a problem if we care. with discretion.

Its the calling me a back stabber and a liar! that really pissed me, because 1. i know i never said anything about her so why not ask me to my face , and 2. not being able to know seven kinds of shit out of the Aqua , also pithed me. Oh how lucky that aqua was , when i cornered her in the car park , she was one inch away from a real smack up .. me loving the scorpio was what stopped me ,was not losing my job, but the scorpio hearing about me smacking her one, giving the aqua confirmation that im a bully and nasty thus backing her bullshit lies.. geezze ,,, I want revenge.