Scorpio and Aquarius and Cancer

no no, not a M?nage ? trois, just a muddled mess I've made

ok, here's the very quick gist of it:
I was with a Cancer a while back, who I liked so incredibly much, it was heaven. Then, I opened my big blunt mouth, and I think I hurt his feelings, even though I was just dying to share my feelings with him. But it ended up being a mutual parting (and because we were both moving away to school)
So now, I have moved away, and I'm still heartsick about the whole situation.
I still care about him, urrgh.

So anyway... currently I'm with an aquarius, with a Cancer moon if that means anything. So we are both exciting for each other, and we click well. But we also argue easily. Even though his moon is Cancer, he's still very Aquarius in many ways. The thing is, it doesn't bother me as a Scorpio that he's an Aquarius. I give him his space, and he calls me of his own accord. I was wondering, is that because my Rising sign is Libra? or is it because my heart is still with my previous Cancer?

Even though I am not clingy to this Aquarius, I still care about him. But I'm not sure if its in a romantic way, or if its a friendship way? Its starting to mean the same thing to me. Do you think I'm turning into a Libra? Is it because I'm so close to being a Libra, 1-2 days shy?

I know that cusps are if you are on the end of your sign, but what if you are at the beginning? Does that mean I am more strongly a scorpio, or does that mean I am slightly Libra?

Does this make sense? I'm trying to be clear.
I have lots of questions, and would appreciate an extra brain or more over here.

Thank you all in advance 😄 It is just killing me

oh god, I have to get over this
I'll just keep not thinking about it, because some days it bothers me, and other days, it's like "eh"
But then a song will play in my car, and I'll just get so irritated, because it hurts, and I want to beat up the entire world. grrrr that stupide lips of an angel song
>😢

I keep thinking, and hoping he's alright. I just have to convince myself that I'm never going to see him again, and I have to stop being ridiculous. He still inspires me though.

I dutifully hate and am crazy over cancers, gah

Must say, all my life cancers have never had any effect on me..I generally don't like them

I take it your referring to the females of the crab species...

The men are just sulky and pathetic...I want to blow one to smithereens!