Scorpio is back and I want to die!

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Well...if someone knows someone who can kill me for cheap - please introduce me to that person! I can’t do it anymore.

It’ll be 9 years in October!

I was fighting with myself about calling him for something that I need. So early this morning I’ve called knowing he isn’t going to be there yet so whoever picked up the phone and got my order must had told him because he is the boss and he called me right back.

He asked me detailed about my order and suddenly said he misses me. I said something I don’t remember but not ‘I missed you to’...so he called me 4 times this morning.

Last time the 5th when I was at work.

And I’ve asked WTF is going on? He said ‘you know it better than I can explain. It’s all the same...’

So I said why are you afraid of your own shadow? He said because of my son.

They working together.

So his son told his brother that he sees that Scorpio doesn’t want to be in a family anymore (I supposed mommy told him about Scorpio was planning divorce) and he, son is devastated because of it. I’ve seen how much he loves his father and I once told Scorpio that he needs to be paying his son more attention. Which he said he doesn’t want people to think he favors him. I said WHO CARES? You are the boss and it’s YOUR son...favor him all you want...and he listened to me. As always...

So today he said his brother told him all this and said when he will grow up he will understand! He is turning 24!!! Not 15!

And can he totally be missing the fact that his parents hate each other?

So my love is in turmoil of ratherly love and he is afraid of something happens like drugs - he will be responsible.

And will never forgive himself.

He also told me that excitement of talking to me is sending him trough the roof and he doesn’t want me to call him for business anymore...

I was kind of numb and I don’t remember half of what he said...

And I know there is another call coming just about now...

I want to ask smart questions but nothing comes to my mind...
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Posted by nano
The coddling of the 24 yr old MAN in this story made me cringe.
Right? Same here! But there is something I can’t disclosed that I can understand why is Scorp like that! There are lots of young people in the family with drugs issues.

And we together went trough stopping his son from it...so I can understand...somewhat. But Scorp is like a hostage here! Though it makes me mad - I can’t say ‘fk it! Let’s move together’...
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Posted by DeleterNerd
Its all excuses dude. Taurus and scorpio rarely divorce their wives. They don't let go of their possessions. You cant be falling for the same shit over and over for 9 years. That's insanity.
I know it sounds like that but I am not falling into it unless I have a good reason and it has to be a really good one!

It’s just the price I am paying. And I have to keep on paying it! Fuuuuck!!!
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Just give in and have some sex, you know he's not going anywhere lol
The thing is nobody can understand is that it is not about sex!

The crazy sex part has passed and it became a pure torture with talks and tears and emotional attachment.

I wish it was just sex and plain affair.

But it isn’t...
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Yeah, they can really pull those emotional strings with the sad puppy eyes. I've been stuck for 3 years now with my ex lol

Good luck. For me as long as we are having sex, he's fine. It's the only way to keep the peace. I don't know whats gonna happen when I meet someone. I'm not even dating right now at all.
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I know someone who will do it - @DeadInside

I mean he'll hire someone probably, not with his bare hands xD
What’s onfoing rate nowadays?

I'm not sure, never explored that marked before.

But I've thought it through better, he'll be expensive, you're better finding someone else xD

But now on a topic, I told you he'll be back didn't I? lol But honestly it's best to not get into that thing again, despite everything that happened between you 2. But ofc you're Gem and it's not very likely you'll listen to the advice xD

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When did you tell me that? Sorry I don’t remember...and why did you say that?

And HOW did you know that? Based on what?
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Just give in and have some sex, you know he's not going anywhere lol
The thing is nobody can understand is that it is not about sex!

The crazy sex part has passed and it became a pure torture with talks and tears and emotional attachment.

I wish it was just sex and plain affair.

But it isn’t...
Yeah, they can really pull those emotional strings with the sad puppy eyes. I've been stuck for 3 years now with my ex lol

Good luck. For me as long as we are having sex, he's fine. It's the only way to keep the peace. I don't know whats gonna happen when I meet someone. I'm not even dating right now at all.
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You did? For 3 years? At least you had frequent sex!

And no...we don’t have puppy eyes...I can’t deal with puppy eyes...it’s Vampire stare and the voice from underground...

I usually cum right after Hello! Lol
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Posted by UnicornSag
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I know someone who will do it - @DeadInside

I mean he'll hire someone probably, not with his bare hands xD
What’s onfoing rate nowadays?

I'm not sure, never explored that marked before.

But I've thought it through better, he'll be expensive, you're better finding someone else xD

But now on a topic, I told you he'll be back didn't I? lol But honestly it's best to not get into that thing again, despite everything that happened between you 2. But ofc you're Gem and it's not very likely you'll listen to the advice xD


When did you tell me that? Sorry I don’t remember...and why did you say that?

And HOW did you know that? Based on what?

when you first wrote about your fight. Well I know every sign I have/had something to do with fairly good enough to know their moves. Scorp doesn't disappear just like that and for good. You can expect that from Fire and Air signs more likely but not so much from Earth and Water. They just keep coming back
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So our ‘happy union’ has air AND water so I am screwed up!
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Posted by Gemitati
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Posted by saggurl88
Just give in and have some sex, you know he's not going anywhere lol
The thing is nobody can understand is that it is not about sex!

The crazy sex part has passed and it became a pure torture with talks and tears and emotional attachment.

I wish it was just sex and plain affair.

But it isn’t...
Yeah, they can really pull those emotional strings with the sad puppy eyes. I've been stuck for 3 years now with my ex lol

Good luck. For me as long as we are having sex, he's fine. It's the only way to keep the peace. I don't know whats gonna happen when I meet someone. I'm not even dating right now at all.
You did? For 3 years? At least you had frequent sex!

And no...we don’t have puppy eyes...I can’t deal with puppy eyes...it’s Vampire stare and the voice from underground...

I usually cum right after Hello! Lol
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