short history of an astrological mess...

Well, let's blame it on astrology. The "aloof" Gem fell hard for the "intense" Scorpio but didn't fully realize how precious he was until he was gone. Sounds familiar, doesn't it? A story like many others, we chatted online for a while, I refused to meet him a few times because he sounded a little arrogant for my taste, then I accepted because he kept insisting and eventually we met again, an. again, and again... He introduced me to his colleagues, invited me to his place, cooked dinner, kissed me, sent me home. He texted, called, picked me up from work, saved my pics on his mobile, gave me compliments and made me feel like a queen. The week after I cooked for him, we made love, talked, laughed, held me tight while sleeping...and fear followed 'cause it seemed too good to be true. I started distancing myself and I saw him hurting, but couldn't bring myself to explain that I was scared, so days went by and once he stood me up. The next day he broke up with me, he said we are too different and he doesn't want a relationship. That killed me, I simply wanted to slow down but he took it badly... He refused to talk, meet me, would still text good night but that was it. We bumped into each other in a restaurant that I was leaving and he didn't walk in, he walked me home instead, but again no calls, texts, until I sent him a message inviting him for coffee. Since then, he stood me up several times until I gave up and blocked him on both Facebook and Whatsapp because his coldness is unbearable. A few days ago he texted again (did you block me?), I told him why I did, that I'm sorry to have wronged him and that I wish I had shown him how wanted and appreciated he was, but since I don't have the chance to fix it I can only respect his decision, although it hurts because he's my only thought. No answer. Guys, what's happening here, any thoughts? Is there any remedy to past stupidity o. shall I forget about him? Am I being punished, or if he's still around there's still a tiny hope? I know I've been too much of a letdown, but I wasn't fooling around. I want someone to love me for who I am and I felt like I didn't deserve all those attentions and affection after a couple of weeks only.

Thank you Little Star, sorry it took me so long to reply to your post. Moving forward indeed 🙂