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"So I can show off my gold chain, gold ring. Roll through the hood on them gold thangs"
@VenusAquarius
13 Years10,000+ Posts

Comments: 4341 · Posts: 13269 · Topics: 69
I've gotten everything I wanted out of life. I have to find new goals, new aspirations, new activities. I've moved so much for money that I have no social connections. That's usually how it goes and I made a conscious choice... you can't have it all. Social life or prosperity and posterity. I chose being there financially for my family. I get joy out of that - like buying my daughter a Mercedes SUV as her first car (it's a 2015). helping my mom out of jams and sending regular money to nieces nephews, etc. Besides, when you start making money, for some strange reason, people drop out of your life. I got married young, significant drop. Started making real money, significant drop. That's my only gripe. But, I need to get out there a bit.

I have had some challenging and Lifetime movie experiences (bad ones), but even those brought me happiness at the end as it never stops me and makes exercise the strength and confidence of a child that saw too much, knew too much, grew up too fast (not scared of change, risks, failing, etc. cause you can't take nothing or anyone with you.) I look back each time and say where did you get the energy, resilience - then it's on for the next episode. My friends and family stand-by and watch in amazement as I get out of some serious shit or fix something that seems failed. The guys at my husband's old barbershop nicknamed me "showtime." My family called me Raymond Reddington, the character off of Blacklist, LOL. I need those experiences. That's what like's about -experiences. Each time I get into some shit, they think I'm done for and I rise higher than before, LOL.
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Greylatern, The Laughing Heart
@Lostthoughts
6 Years1,000+ Posts

Comments: 461 · Posts: 2949 · Topics: 30
When I'm with my person or the very idea I will get to be, I'm on top of the world. We could do anything. I'm up for anything.

It's not codependency, I am built that way. I'm at my happiest with someone by my side doing life together.

It's both a amazing existence when you find that one person but at the same time sucks balls when your part for too long.