Damn those inner demons! I rebuke you!

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VenusLady
@VenusLady
20 Years

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As much as i like being Taurus, I have to admit I do have my negative traits and i have to battle with these little demons on a daily basis...here are just a few of them that i decided to rebuke today:

Jealousy: The worst of my sins. I just cant help it, i'm very possessive, not just of things but of people. I'm at my worst if i feel like someone is getting too close to someone i love and could possibly threaten my relationship..that is when you will see this bull at her worst. The older i've become i have learnt how to control it but its still there, lurking in the pit of my soul, just waiting for that right moment to strike.

Stubborness: I am far too stubborn especially when i am in the wrong. It is to the point where i would probably kill myself jumping off a cliff, just to prove a point. I just won't budge on matters that are close to my heart and i hate...i mean HATE to say sorry!

Bad temper: Boy oh boy if i'm not in the mood, i'll chew your ear off in a heartbeat (dont be surprised if a slap comes with it!). I dont mean to but when i'm having a bad day 'BEWARE'. My friends and family have experienced this and have learned to see the invisible steam coming out of my ears and nose and can sense when the volcano is about to explode and make a swift exit but for those unknowing victims it has been hell on earth. I reduced many a grown woman/man to tears with one of my outbursts.

Prayer for the day:
Lord i ask you to cleanse my soul from all these negative traits, rebuke these demons Lord! show me the way to live in peace and harmony with my fellow men and teach me to walk in the path of righteousness.
Amen

WOW! I feel better already! :-)
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copperhead
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20 YearsTaurus

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Lol VenusLady, I'm with you on the jealousy front! I've found that once someone is making me jealous on purpose, and this happens quite a bit as if they're trying to 'fix' my problem, I just lose interest and move on. Which isn't good. That's the stubborness coming through as well lol

I do have the bad temper, but it's slightly different. I've never been that comfortable showing my anger, so instead the resentments build up and up, and I simmer for ages, and then the tiniest thing makes me snap, and that's it...if it's with a partner I usually end up breaking things off.

God, I'd hate to be emotionally involved with me sometimes lol