Sun in Sagittarius / Moon in Capricorn / Venus in Scorpio
33 years old female
well I normally only visit to seek guidance for all the challenges I face loving my bull..... BUT NOT TODAY.
in so many posts of the past I have question my Taurus and ultimately my worth wondering if my Taurus was ever going to offer me a more confident understand of where he is with me and our future ESPECIALLY since I have a 9 year old son.
I have always wanted the fairy tail relationship to evolve with my son (virgo) and my Bull but that has been a very slow progressing thing and at time can seem like bull isn't interested.
I have communicated that I want to build a life with my bull and that I want my son to have a friend in my bull. I don't put pressure for him to be a father or anything he in uncomfortable with but its just been such a slow progress. and my bull can be very direct with a stern demeanor which for me catches me off guard and makes me worried it because he is annoyed instead just accepting its not negative it just him. I don't think my son respects my bull and I don't think my son takes my bull as seriously as I do. and I recognized that last night.
i have been having a terrible couple weeks with life. a lot has been pilling up on my shoulders and working through all the stuggles have been a challenge.... but don't worry i will be ok, its just a one thing at a time process..... but to make things more annoying i locked my keys in my car while i was at work. took 1.5 hours to get road side assistance over to my work and i was worried i would be late picking up my son from daycare. but my bull suggested picking up my son from school for me so i didn't have to, he also expressed that he wanted to talk to my son about things that have been going on with my son and i lately ( homework challenges, negative attitude, wasting time, talking back that kinda thing) ... - he basically said let me do this for you, see if i can help.
i swear i floated outta my body because it was something i appreciated so much and was so surprised, happy, thankful, hopeful, excited and adoring.
anyways... it went good. fast forward past him getting my son to apologies to me for a rough couple days.. fast forward though him helping my son with his homework will i got some of my chores done, fast forward to him pour us some wine while we hung out.
i put my son to sleep, and after a couple glasses of wine my bull is sauced and opening up to me, which has always been few and far between.
he opened up about so much. we talked for a while about his interaction with my son and all of his feeling towards it. i learned from the form that i have to stop trying to talk with him and always allow him to express his thoughts... so i was a mum the entire time while i allowed him to just talk talk talk... he said so many amazing things, he talked about us in the future and what i can expect from him with my son, and he asked me i was confident about us and him being the one, and of course i was so happy to hear him ask me that as i realized how insecure he was about the same things i was and we are finally confirming all the things ive been waiting patiently to hear. we talked about moving into gether, his fears, how its hard right now for him to think to much about whats next for us because he still trying to get his grips with his new job.
its just wonderful. and i with that i roll my eyes at my self for putting my self through so much overthinking leading up to this.
things are feeling great with my bull. they are feeling possible. and like i always say. i hope this last forever.