Forgetting the Taurus

I met this taurus guy two years ago. Very gentle... romantic... sensual... charming! We clicked right away as friends. On the second day that we met, it almost seemed as if we were real couples. The romance was automatic. No words. No questions. Each night was loaded with warm touches, sensuous massage, and sweet nothings. I've been living a wrong dream for days. Slowly I fell for him. However, I never opened up about my feelings. I let all my actions do the work. A month after, we had a serious conversation, and I found out that he still was not over his ex. I was hurt. I felt so much despair. I lost all the hope I had.

After a few months, I chose to go separate way. I stopped hanging out with him or any social network where we could meet. I never saw him again. Finally, I met a Sag guy who filled the empty spaces in my heart. We came out strong together. I gave all my love to him. The only problem is that he lives too far away. We very rarely see each other although we talk on the phone everyday.

One day in 2007, I got unexpected text messages and missed calls from the taurus guy. By evening on that same day, i answered his call. He invited me to go out with him. I didn't want to get any mixed signals again. Plus, I was happy with my current relationship. I was a bit cold to the taurus that night. He noticed it and told me that he didn't know me anymore. We continued our communication after that but we still never see each other again.

I need help forgetting this guy. I don't want to hurt my boyfriend. But the more I try to resist, the deeper I fall! I cried many nights asking why I can't forget him. I still have feelings for him. I feel guilty because I'm emotionally cheating on my boyfriend. It's so wrong. I want to forget the taurus guy completely. We can't be together. I love both of them, but I can only choose one. If only I could undo the past.

Thanks merc! I sure keep that in mind. If only it was that easy. I'm a capricorn, but damn this Venus in scorpio. It makes it very hard for me to get over this romantic stuff!

I'm currently avoiding him. It's hard, but i have to. Thanks guys!