Insight on this Taurus man situation plz!!

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darsha321
@darsha321
16 Years

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long distance relationship
proven loyalty and affection constantly to him
he opened up to me and about his inner most personal feelings about life and me
accepted my son as his own and spoiled both of us
he is the military so when he got stationed back in the states we planned on movin in together and getting married after living together for a while
his family loves me (except his sis,very possessive of him but.....he worships the ground she walk on)
tried to get me pregnant on purpose
sayin i was what he had been lookin for


things i may have messed up at***
being too freaky
tryin to impress him too much
opening up about my insecuritys too much
being to quiet (when thats not my natural self)
letting him get his way alot (and he later told me he doesnt like getting his way all the time)
his dad hit on me and i told him later that i should have
my sperm donor is psycho but i have no contact with him because hes crazy and a unfit parent
rumor got to him about me still sleepin with the psycho

when the rumor/lie came about (which was fabricated from a jealous ex of his or the psycho himself),he closed up on me,sayin things like "respect is all i have"(his ego and pride are so high on his list,just as long as hes popular to his audience and admirers that make him feel like a leader, he is ok but miserable at the same time) and also "i will prevent lookin stupid even if i dont know all the facts".so he declared us friends after all the positive things at the top,by the way he was in germany and i was in fl when he heard it through email.so stupid!!! does he really believe that nonsense even after i kept declaring my love for him and saying i would pay for a polygraph.and how i would confront whoever lied on me. he looked at me like he wanted to believe me and just be with me, but he didnt want some of his peers or whatever to look at him as a sucker.plus he does have trust issues, so when my trust came into question,he closed up emotionally on me.the love that had once seemed assuring to him was now "smothering, and coming on tooo strong".what the hell? and "how its not that i dont want to be with you,i do, im just not ready to give u the time and attention u want right now, when imready....i know who to go to, but right now my head aint right".the calls began to lesson and the side of him that i was so blessed to see was goin away.....

so is he ever goin to come back?