Okay so, i have this taurus guy friend and we are really close friends, we tell each other everything, like literally everything without hesitations lol sometimes I feel like he's my gay friend that every girl wants. One night, we got so drunk and he started kissing me, I mean i know that we were so drunk that that happened but I didn't put any deep meaning to it and was cool about it then the next day, he texted me a long message and told me if i was looking for something more from him like a relationship then it's not gonna happen snd bla bla and i was like what? who said anything about relationships right. We were just having fun. Then weeks went by and we still talk to each other every freakin night then I started to feel something for him but i knew that he doesn't want any relationship and all but i told him anyway that i like him but that's it. He accepted it and remained friends because i didn't want to ruin our friendship. Then another weeks went by again then he said he needed to tell me something and he said that he's been talking to his ex gf and he realized that he was still in love with her but wouldn't get back with her because he doesn't want any dramas in his life, but wants me to understand that if he starts talking to other girls I shouldn't be mad but support him and vise versa, then the next day he admitted that he was about to fall in love with me like a long time ago but he said he wasn't ready to feel that way so he decided to control his feelings towards me. When I heard that i was happy and sad at the same time. So literally the next day, I went out with my friends and some guys. When he learned that i was in a club with some guys he got upset with me and said he felt so stupid for admitting how he felt for me and that I'm so fast at moving on. I'm just so confused with him!!! Like he sees me as an important friend but gets an attitude like that. He even told me that i gave him a permanent damage to my actions... Help?
