taurus lad taurus lady

hi there i'm a lady taurus in need of some advice.
i'm guessing i'm gonna get a lot of criticism and crap over me cuz i didn't handle this the way i should have
Last march or april i started seeing this wonderful taurus man, a sweet generous smart funny handsome taurus man. We already knew each other a couple of years but i was in steady relationship with a pisces man that in the end didn't work out, so i didn't look at him in that way he was just some guy i knew we weren't really friends.
But one day in march or april, whatever??_ i was talking to him and instantly there was a spark.. mmm don't you just love sparks!! So after this we started seeing each other and i've been reading over here that it s not a good thing to immediately start the sex thing but after the 3rd time we met up, around 10 days after the first spark i gave in and hey i'm defiantly not sorry about that.. umm maybe not so lady-like after all 🙂

After a month he told me he was in love with me.. i just stood there dumbstruck answered him something goofy like oh thats fast.
come on i'm also a taurus thats just star wars light speed fast. What would you have said?
Don't get me wrong it felt good i was kind of flattered and a few months later i started falling for him too and this i couldn't handle. I told him we should call it a quits. You can tell i'm a very logical person don't you?
But after 2 weeks we ran into each other at a party and one thing let to another and the ball started rolling again. After this i didn't saw him so often maybe once a week but i understood i kinda pushed him away and he was cautious also he has a busy job and he bought a house that he is renovating.
After a few months i did the same thing and called it a quits again. We came back together and i wouldn't be me but after that i did it a 3rd time.

It sounds like i'm playing games doesn't it but i truly truly adore this man and it scares the hell out of me. I've been in 2 steady relationships before and it's was painful to let that go but its not that i'm damaged goods for me its just not easy to let people in, i'm designed that way??_ So this was somewhere in november and this was the real deal. I saw him once a few days before new year i told him i loved him and i wanted to kiss him so badly he told me he felt the same but he couldn't do it again. i understood i really fucked things up. I had time to think and i realized that i made a BIG mistake. I miss him, when he enters the room he just ca

the room he just calms me down with his presence. I know now that its normal to be scared you're entering the unknown and you care for someone other than yourself and he can hurt me but on the other side i can love him and care for him. I can handle the scary parts cuss its a lot more difficult not seeing him. I wanted to call him a lot of times to just tell him this, i had been stupid to push him away that i wanted him back. I don't know why i didn't call him i guess i wanted to give it more time cuz i don't want to play with his precious heart.

SOOO guess what happened yesterday??_ i went to a party we ran into each other again. He was a little drunk, he's so cute when he's drunk!!! I wasn't drunk. He danced with me mmmm he danced with me!!!! He kissed me and told me he missed me. He was so lovely! i felt so lucky!

so my question is, was it because it he was drunk that this happened??_ i know that now is the time to tell him how i feel i just don't know how.
i've been reading the board over here there's not so much talk about the taurus/taurus relationship are we compatible?

oh and i've been in two steady relationships before both with 2 left-handed pisces. This absolutely wonderful taurus man is also left-handed coincidence or not? Or maybe left-handed men are just my type??_ no i don't have a type i have just this one guy.

No one can answer your question really except this guy. You seem to have just a *little* bit of a commitment issue...lol. Where is your Venus? What does the rest of your chart look like?

ha i know right! Its hard for me to get there but when i'm in, i'm in... And i'm there now.

My chart >> sun taurus // moon aries // mercury taurus // venus aries // mars gemini // jupiter aquarius // saturn scorpio // uranus saguttarius // neptune capricorn // pluto scorpio // ascendant leo

His chart >> sun taurus // moon sagittarius // mercury taurus // venus gemini // mars taurus // jupiter sagttarius // saturn scorpio // uranus sagittarius // neptune saggittarius // pluto libra

depending on this chart could we be compatible?

What the ascendants?

our acendanst are, he is sagittarius i'm a leo