he is not interested...I met him around 18 months ago in our local gym. We have the same passions on healthy life style and the same views, opinions. We got closer really fast and easy. We could constantly talk about nothing and everything. He felt that I want him sexually that time. I saw him only like a friend so I was pretty shocked, he is telling me nothing will happen. I calmed him down that I don't see him that way. Even though, he told me he is not interested in me that way, he wanted me to see him sexually, all the talk, jokes, gifts, attention, making me special than others. We developed a huge trust between us. I know about him more than others even his family. Sometimes it is weird to understand. He takes me out to places when he would just take his family. I met his longer friends and again I felt like I am closer than them and I know more about him. We have up and down. He met my mom. He was so crazy about her. He even made her painting. His dad told us we should have own gym together. It just feels so natural and that we belongs together. He comes closer each time. He let me see more of him. After sometimes it gets intense because I am truly in love with him...He cares for me like nobody ever did. He is many faces guy but I got used to it. He does not really compliment he hides behind this "NO" "Never" attitude but whatever he said NO for..it was always yes..so it is kinda fun but also sometimes tiring read between the lines..He helped me figure who I really am. He makes me better person...and we talked about us. He said I am not attractive for him. I accepted it. I really did. I am like cool, I love you and always will. When you truly love somebody even when you cannot be with that person, you are happy for him. It is not your heart that cries but your ego..so we started cool, it was more relax atmosphere, we text again, call, joke around, hang out more often, in different environment as well....he started to talk to me sexually..make jokes about making out, having sex, sent me half naked pictures, got jealous if I pay attention somebody else, ask me if I am on hot date if I am not where be expected me...just all this signs. He got me ticket for concert without asking me but he knew I was interested in going. It is just messing my mind. He was away for a few weeks. And he kept talking to my coach about me. He told our coach to ask me if I miss him..so coach started to tease me about him. I am like whatever makes you happy. I am not scared o
