strength guidance please read

me 07 june 1991 time 16:20pm country Netherlands city emeeloord

husband 5 December 1991 time 18:00pm country south africa city durban



having hard time with studies in university am going through allot of stress i want to get my life in order.

career - am thinking of starting a business any time soon i want advise on which area i should concentrate and strengthen which will help me progress

and which steps i can take to become successful in business i have so many great ideas but i have allot of fear of failure

so i end up freezing and day dreaming and a stuck in this cycle i want to break all the cycle but i just need guidance and things to look out for

marriage- i have allot of trust issue and insecurities we've been together 5 years and 7 months and am starting to question our relationship i dont know if its just my paranoia or insecurity

i dont really know if he loves me or his with me cause its convenient since his been going through his trail and tribulation with his status

i do want to trust him but am just not sure and because of these thoughts we argue allot its just mixed emotions i just want to be sure

his very close with his mother who is not very fond of me :roll: we have two different culture am not sure anymore i know its been along time but still am i blocking me blessing

please help