do you owe the world

sometimes I feel like this ... as I sit here typing away visions of Maxwell, Faraday, Alan Turing and all the great minds who made it possible for me to sit comfortably ( at least physically ) and enjoy Phil Collins and Tupac music who are providing the emotional comfort for now.

sometimes I feel like we have come so far as a race to just sleep and let it go .. and there is a sense of humanity letting go in the form of our modern hedonistic society ... just been xmas shopping today and I am in the company of people who are more about themselves than about others so I am really feeling like a fish out of water

sometimes I feel like my talent is going to waste if I don't use it, i want to be an agent of change and make this world a better place , I have so many ideas that i am sure will make people's lives better

but the thing is I instinctively find myself wanting to do these things. I never sat down and said: ok, there are things wrong with this world and they need to be corrected ... I just know

I never sat down and said: i want to do this because .. I just know that I want to

but thinking about it deeper am I doing it to gain the approval of this world? is all this seemingly noble cause a blanket of people pleasing?

i certainly am driven by the desire to please sometimes and I knida feel it at times but still manage to sugercoat it with something to make myself feel better

thing is: if i don't do things for others then what is left? the only thing I can do for myself is learn, that is the only thing I get a kick of without involving others

how about you, what are the things that you do for yourself and not others, if any

How old are you..??

I know my weaknesses and my very first move was (at earlier age) to stop it at any cost (stop being property) of course if I chose to do something then it will be (MY CHOICE) and I won't allow anyone/anything to obscure my decisions.

The best part is??_..

I don't expect anything in return either.

Think about a difference between HAVE TO DO IT and WANT TO DO IT

Fuck the FORCE TO DO IT!!

I could agree with all of that, and say it myself - until you started talking about helping the world....LOl

LovelyTune

I could agree with all of that, and say it myself - until you started talking about helping the world....Lol

Is there anything wrong with it..??

The less you talk, the more you think? when you start thinking then things going to be different.

Typical scorps?.

Water sign people makes me PUKE?!

Q ... does that mean I don't need to do the bed today, or get up and clean? 😄

ah who am I kidding!

Merry Xmas...there is life around here..woohoo...am so bored..watching all the xmas movies..

What's cooking here..why aren't you drinking mister eee?

LOL...Actually I am listening to Christmasy songs...getting in the spirit of it all...

I was dancing earlier, but tired now so resting on ze bed with ze laptop.
What you up to gawgeous?

Oh Casper is on at the moment..it's crap..

Oi!..lol..yes it is the laptop. I was going to add sadly..but that's not the case..so why lie..lol

Actually it was Mariah Carey..how can you not listen to that at Xmas..it's the best xmas song ever and ever!..

::oooh bless me:: (just sneezed)

Oh dear..Your refrigerator and mine were seperated at birth I think. Somebody once said to me "there is more food in the dessert than in your fridge"..haha..sounds about right..I have snacks..

Good luck with the food...

How long have you been with your cappy girl? Bless..loves young dream..lol

LOL..Check out this on you tube.hahaha...Oh my!

http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=5kGxh0X20iI

4 weeks only? Jeez..lol..well I guess if the chemistry is there from the outset, it's hard not to fall head over heels. I completely understand that..lol..She must have some sagi in her chart if her birthday is in December..

Leo? Oh no..he's married sadly. I meet so many. Not sure which one you are referring to. If it is the Leo estate agent, then when I found that out, I left him to his devices. I am no home breaker.

I have one of your kind on my radar..He found me somewhere amongst the crowd..and he has a leo rising and venus & mars in Scorpio..so all is not lost.LOL..my love for anything leo. Early days yet..been a couple of weeks..but we haven't stopped talking since..and boy do we talk..It's all good. He's going on holiday with his dad for 3 weeks..back on Jan 19th for us to reconvene..but he's armed with my picture on his mobile (which he requested not in a filthy way as he is an utter gentleman) and an international sim which he will phone me from. Bless. So organised you guys are..so orderly..lol..Currently he's sitting annoyed about the fact is flight is delayed by 5 hours!!..

Said he will "probably" call later..so I said "no, you WILL call later"
Him: No..probabily
Me: You will
Him: ok, I probably will
Me: lol..no you WILL
him: OK I will call later
Me: There you see..
Him: lol

Very good, MM. Interesting way of dealing with the calling thing.

Hey Mystical..

It's been a while hasn't it....how are you my love?

MM,

I'm doing okay. Yeah, it's been a while. My love life is well... not. I had a Cancer guy interested in me (wrote about it on the Cancer board). Busy with work and school. I've been checking on DXP. I see you've been interested in a Leo and a Cancer. I had also a Leo guy interested in me, but I had to let him go as he'd only text me in the middle of the night.

Oh no..my Cancer experience lasted 2 months. Thank god it's over..the guy had issues and I am not his mother. Upfront and honesty is my forte..I have no time for games and dealing with children who need their botty wiped..

Yes couple of Leo's..one went a bit psychotic (no surprises he had a lot of cancer in his chart) and he lied a lot. The second one is sadly married although he still does everything in his power to stay in contact. He's the agent who was trying to find a property for me..lol. Lovely guy but I told him to concentrate on his marriage. Hot as hell though.

As for your Leo..yeah be wary of anyone who only texts in the middle of the night..they are only after one thing. Had a leo like that myself about 6 months ago. All he did was text late at night and wanting to steer the conversation towards sex. Yuck..In all honesty, I am a prude in public..

I don't know who says cancer + pisces are the best match for Scorps. No way..not for me..Is it the same for you?

only Fire has been good for me so far..and now maybe earth. Earth soothes me like an ointment..It brings peace to my mind. There aren't any games. I despise games.

The Leo guy would text in the middle of the night was never rude in his texts. There were no sex innuendos or anything like that. He claimed he couldn't call me because he was at work and sending texts was the only way he could stay in contact. What a load of rubbish.

I don't know about cancer + pisces being the best match for scorps. I think the best match for scorps is pisces although I'm not sure. As for Aqua it's been said Libra is the best match. However, I haven't met any Libra guys yet that I know of. I'm hoping to in 2009, he, he.

I didn't realise you were an Aqua mystical. Thought you were Scorp for some reason..lol..

I see a lot of Aqua and Leo actually..One Aqua and pisces match..where the girl is pisces..

I don't have many aqua friends..the one I do have is with a leo chick at the moment..soon to break up..He's extremely indifferent..don't know how a leo would cope with that..

I wouldn't wish Libra on anyone..lol..not even my worst enemy..

Oh my, no, I'm not a Scorpio at all. I'm a full blown Aqua girl, lol. Don't you remember the Virgo guy I was crushed about? That is not a Scorpio trait to be so crushed over a guy. I've moved on from that, but, it took a lot for me to do that. A Libra seems very interesting to me, but, I don't know how they are just yet. Maybe I'll meet one and change my mind. However, until then, a Libra is a mystery to me.

so sorry guys forgot to wish you all a merry xmas and a new year filled with joy 🙂

MissMorals what makes you think I didn't drink? I am with professional drinkers here ... 75% vodka anyone?

Mystical..oh yes..now I DO remember..How can I forget..Well I am glad you got over him. Yes you are right, it is not in the scorpionic nature to crush over a guy..well not in my books anyway..but that pesky venus in Sagitarius saves me everytime..lol..carefree and restless..Life is an adventure and way too short to be hung up on anyone.

Libra..well I guess it can work for some. I personally would never date one. I find them neither here or there and a bit too weak. Their love is free for all..and they seem to be in love with the idea of love rather than what it actually entails. Maybe an Aqua can calm them and show them. One thing for sure, they need a tough character..I have seen soooooooooo many disasters with my pisces friend and her love for libras..everytime she got sucked in and disappointed when they left..Only my Aries friend has her Libra exactly where she wants him. Another cappy friend has married a libra..but only because they've known each other for like since childhood days and were friends for the most part..it was a pact..seeing as they were both 30 and wanted to get married..couldn't find anyone else so they married each other..don't know whether to congratulate them or pity them..but they have a lovely daughter together born this year so all is good..as long as they are happy..that's all that matters.

@Mister triple e: you were too drunk no doubt to wish anyone merry xmas..too pissed to care..lol..sounds fab..

I used to drink like a fish..but have calmed it all down now..75% vodka..blimey guvnor!..Russian? lol..