Do you sometimes feel less of a Virgo?

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I'm a Virgo Moon myself and I don't really fit the Virgo Moon description. Do any of of my fellow Virgo dominated souls don't fit the description of the sign? Like for instance I'm pretty crazy and not that well organized. I couldn't follow a routine if you paid me. Emotions? They run deep within me, I feel like an emotional creature as my chalice is completely full of water and overflowing. Don't seem to lack them, but I do have a hard time sharing my feelings though there not hidden behind thoughts and the rational mind, just have the moon placed in the 12th house. I don't over-analyze my emotions, as I completely understand that there is no logic to emotions. There is no thought that can be processed as an Emotion. As emotions are unconscious, you can't think unconsciously point blank... It makes no sense to think that you can control your emotions by analyzing them. If you ask anybody that surrounds me personality they will tell you my face is painted with many emotions. I've always been really expressive with the way I communicate and the way that I stare directly into your eyes while I am talking to you. I think its very rude not to give direct eye contact, plus I have a huge smile on my face at all times. Even though I also have a Virgo Rising, I totally look like a Cancer, maybe because Mercury is in Cancer - Ruler of the Moon and Asc. Moon and Mercury are in Mutual Reception as Moon rules Cancer and Mercury rules Virgo. I wonder how powerful of an influence that has on the intellect and emotions. I am left-handed thats always a plus. Growing up in a right-handed world, that is left-minded kinda sucked.

Always been the one who has to stand up for the fallen, the "dis-eased", and the one that helps defend the helpless. Always in service towards others to share my personal insights to bring out emotional wounds and scars in themselves. Being that Virgo is the sign that makes order out of Chaos. I've seen to be the one that directly confront chaos head-on and learn how to be destroyed and lose everything to rebuilding back from scratch. I am officially the captain that goes down with his ship. I have absolutely no fear of complete loss, or capital ruin. As long as I still got my body, my own temple I will always manage and survive. IM A WALKING TOWER CARD....Seriously lol I've always had a strong interest of study of the occult. Always been attracted to spiritual scholars, and have even lived with a Shaman for 5 years. We did every drug imaginabl
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from LSD, Mushrooms, DMT, and Many roots. Always trying some new plant like a contrasuir of herbal remedies. Scorpio Sun/Scorpio Neptune fellow, master herbalist. A pleasure to get to know and understand from and learn.

The only thing that really applies towards my Moon is I got a perfect mother. Try living up to her standards. Since the Moon is in the 12th house, she has been working in the same hospital for the catholic church for over 40 years since she was 18 years old. Everything she does shes perfect. Sews wedding dresses, makes her own jewelry, always goes to church. Prays to the Saints. Well versed in the bible. I feel sorry for her because I came out a fuck up lol Seriously I know I ain't perfect and theres no way I could live up to my mothers expectations.

From my research I did last night, I came across Virgo Moon as relating to perfection the house that it is placed in. 12th house is related to collective unconscious. It also is connected to the planet Jupiter so there is spiritual wisdom also associated with this house, being the ability to separate the spiritual self from earthly attachment. When Moon and Jupiter come together it forms "Spiritual Intelligence". So regardless how bad I read about these disruptions of the 12th house Moon... I know for fact that Jupiter and the Moon are friends. Its not actually that bad of a house to have the Moon in once you learn how to harness the energy that the 12th represents. Learning how to entertain yourself and enjoying your own company. Being able to express your emotions towards a higher power. Complete blind faith in God is a must towards the 12th house Moon. I can't tell you how many times I have been saved by having faith in a higher power then myself and knowing that I am being watched up from the skies above.
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Im just goofy and strange. Untypical for a Virgo rising. I chain smoke like a mad man. Sometimes I even bite my nails. Don't shower everyday as I believe it isn't too healthy for the skin to be too clean. Have no fear of dirt and germs. I do eat a healthy diet because thats what I prefer, by choice not for health conscious reasons. After sex I usually don't take a shower right away, kinda like the idea of still being covered drenched in somebodies body sweat. LOVE the smells of sex and of the body. I'll roll on over and get cleaned up tomorrow I'm a dirty fucker lol I do walk ALOT but thats cause it calms down my nerves so I am in shape.

Virgo at its best -

[Virgo] is one of the most difficult signs to conquer ... Its higher side however gives refined and cultured tastes, and when the critical and analytical tendencies are well controlled, Intuition of a sure and reliable order may be developed to such an extent that the person becomes what is called mentally psychic. - C.G.M. Adam

If Pisces is the most misunderstood sign of the Zodiac, Virgo is surely the most underestimated. Thoughtful and unobtrusive, meticulous and conscientious Virgoans may be but in their unassuming way most of them manage to make an indelible imprint on their world and to dismiss this sign as passive and low key is to render it a great injustice. ... Pushing themselves forward is not a Virgoan tactic, they tend to keep themselves out of the firing line and aim for positions where they can advise, direct and control without exposing themselves to any unnecessary flock. - Penny Thornton

Pop astrologers so often damn Virgo with faint praise: 'Virgos make fine librarians and bookkeepers. Like no other sign, they can cope with tedium." The poor Virgin is seen as a boring sign... In truth, there is no sign more exciting. Why? Because there is no sign more eager to grow. Her perfectionism pressures her to change. And her pragmatic realism gives her the means to do it ...
To perfect the self through relentless idealism, humble self-assessment, and an unyielding desire to offer a gift to the world: that is Virgo's strategy. - Steven Forrest, The Dynamic New Astrology For Everyone

Any others feel out of place with their Virgoness? I mean I can totally tell that I have a strong Virgo underlying going on. For one I ain't stupid. Clearly I can articulate my thoughts and be able to perfect on my mission statement in life. It will change from time to time as we weren't born to
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be perfect, but we can strive towards perfection. I can accept that. I know that I am a humble failure in life but you know I'm also a survivor of circumstance. I'm good at being uncomfortable so I can't stop changing all the time. Oh yeah and I am REALLY good at Accounting lol I did 4 years of High School accounting in 1 year span lol What does that say for that stereotype! Oh how I would never in my wildest dreams be a bean counter though. I prefer living off the system and off the grid, living within my own means. I COMPLETELY TAKE PRIDE IN THE FACT I HAVEN'T WORKED IN OVER 5 YEARS. I look at it this way, my job title is professional understander. The world pays my way for my services that I give back threw daily commune. Besides I figured out the riddle of how to apply my rights and live under the code of right to work, as I choose not to work.

Share some stories if you like. I would love to hear if anybody else expresses Virgo on a WAY different level then usually written about.
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Posted by R24
Reading all that makes me want to bitch-slap my virgo stellium...



I don't lie or have the need to impress. I can say that I have had many spiritual journeys and adventures in my life. Living freely under the stars like a hippy, camping along the Pacific coast. Living in Southern Cali, Washington and Oregon with only a back back and a sleeping bag. Smoking the best ganja that the west coast has to offer. Smoking pure DMT The Spirit Molecule, experiencing the white light over and over. The businessman's trip that is full on roll that is just as potent as LSD that only last for an hour. If I could write a book, I would call it Conversations With God. Bet you can't say that you have experienced him before. I sense that you have truly never embraced the Virgin core. A Virgin means not owned by another man. Virgo relates strongly to the sign of Aries in the sense of independence. For you have always been straight-laced and have feared anything outside your comfort zone. You allow others to walk all over you. Come on your a Scorpio, the sign that watches over its money like a hawk. The 8th house deals with banks and loan sharks. People saw my angelic qualities that I possess and always took me in like family. Something that you will never understand. No sense of brotherhood or feeling part of the community. Not taking care of your fellow sick brothers. No sense of pride for your community. Fear of being vulnerable. At least I can expose my wounds and admit my flaws. But I wouldn't take anything back because in my eyes my life has had so much meaning to it. I have experienced hell and have came back from it. You being a Scorpio should understand that. I dare you to crash and burn like a phoenix rising from the ashes. I want you to suffer and understand how the small things in life seem more important. I want to see you struggle and have to dig into your bottom core in order to survive. Come back from that and tell me how you appreciate life after the fall. I've experienced death and coming back from it I can say that im truly happy with life. I have been enlightened. Don't be a hater, it sucks to be the fan I understand.

I live my life totally independent from other people controlling my fate or my density. Always been the one that chose my own path. If you don't like it fine. But at least I can say none of my ex's ever stole money from me. I have a better sense