I love talking about sex, as most of my posts seem to be about them. To give you guys an update on my relationship, she confesses her feelings and started to tell me that she loves me. I told her that she should be absolutely sure that it is true because these are serious things of course. I explained to her that it takes me a bit long before I start confessing love, besides, we've been together about 2 months. I know there isn't a rule book or anything, but in my mind I feel I should wait at least 6 months to a year. In any case, she seemed to let a huge weight off her shoulders after first telling me, saying that she felt she needed to express those feelings of love verbally. Since then, she seems a lot more content and happy. I do feel love for her, but it just takes longer for me to be able to express those feelings, plus I want to be positive as to not give her false hope. Also, I feel I should also mention I lost my older sister to drugs under a year ago. So, it's hard especially for me to express emotion, at least for now. Anyhow, this post isn't about that. She's opened up to me much more, and even tried things she said she'd NEVER EVER do. For example, last night we tried anal hehe! It's her first time, and it was a spur of the moment thing, and we didn't have proper accessories to do it without hurting her, and I knew there was no way in hell I'd get myself in there on the first try. Fingers weren't an issue though lol 😉 We also did a blindfold and cloth handcuff-like restraints to start off, it was spectacular!!! 🙂🙂🙂
