I met this virgo male when I was a teenager we were each others first everything lol. We now have a son together but were no longer together. As a gemini woman he made me feel so unworthy showed little affection n criticized me harshly I felt like he didnt want to be with me since he basically complained about me so I left. When our son was 5 he walked out of our lives convinced he wasnt needed. If something bothers him he never talks about it which is crazy because I never treated him wrong but he always gives me the short end of the stick. He told me he wanted me to come after him which I tried but he always ignored my calls. Anywho now were both older n grown so much over the past years. I want us to start over n get to know each other like its our first time meeting but he seems to avoid me for some reason. My friends tell me to be straight about my feelings for him but he avoids the conversation. He tries his hardest not to call me for days at a time. He came over a few weeks ago n I couldnt help but be drawn to him so I showed affection to him hugging him n laying on him but he laughed asking me why I was acting that way. Im usually pretty distant but I feel we both should be real about our feelings towards each other. He couldnt even look at me he always avoid eye contact with me. Even before he left he still couldnt look at me. A few days ago he posted on facebook how his girlfriend is always supporting him, there for him, n that she's a keeper which made me upset because I have been there for him more than anyone. So the next day he texts me askn about our son which is unusa. Then he calls the next day asking how was I doing n wanting to come over. I never called him back. Im at the point now where im tired of getting my hopes up with him hoping he will see I love him. I want him to want me n for him to feel lucky for having me instead of me feeling unworthy of being with him. Im at the point now where I need sometime alone. instead of me chasing him I want him to love me enough to go after me. Everyone says he loves me thats y he's acting that way but I just dont see nor feel the love from him. If this situation makes any since can someone please shed some light n give me some advice
