Sooooo....

I got into a miscommunication/argument with my bull and he left town for a business trip without saying goodbye. He called the next day to apologize for leaving but my feelings are pretty hurt right now. I miss him though and I hate that he left town without clearing things up. The part of me that's hurt wants to ignore him and tell him to piss off and the part of me that loves him wishes he were here now so that we could hug and make up. But I seriously don't know if I can get past my hurt feelings. For now I'm keeping myself occupied; I went out with the girls last night and I'm working now but I still can't get him completely out of my head. I won't contact him; I'm too hurt to speak to him and I can't decide if this is a deal breaker or not. I wrote him a love letter that I was going to give him before he got on the plane, but since he left I never got to give it to him. Now I don't know if expressing so much of my feelings for him is really a good idea. I just have a real personal issue with people you love leaving without saying goodbye. I'm not really asking for advice; though if you have some I'd be glad to hear it. I just needed to vent/rant so hopefully I can push this to the back of my mind and focus on work. Thanks guys!

Posted by msmarilynmanson
plus it seems like you are wrapped up in your feelings and not considering his, just sayin 🙂

This is true... this is actually what started the argument in the 1st place. I just don't know how to get past my hurt feelings so that I can look at the situation logically.