Virgo woman & Cap man: moving out after moving in

As the title says.

We haven't known each other for long (a few months) but it is completely different than anything he or I have ever known. Inbetween leases/ different flatshares, I stayed at his (provisionally moved in) for a little less than two months. Now I've moved into my flatshare, as planned. We both came out of long-term relationships not so long ago and I decided for me I needed some headspace, didn't want to jump into anything so soon.

He knows I'm not interested in marriage but has already said he'd be delighted if I wanted to. Have met the family. He is the only person I've met with whom I imagine a future, with whom I'd love a future.

It's instinctive, easy, magical. Communication without having to talk but wanting to talk because we both discover so much each day. The foundations and the values are the same. Our interests overlap whilst retaining their differences. I don't need him, he doesn't need me, but I want to spend time with him. I already miss sharing his bed, the facial expressions, the crazily good earthy food which makes my body feel good, the peacefulness of love which does not require effort and which makes everything pale in comparison. The kind of love which seemed to already exist the first day we met, which makes every moment seem like we knew each other for an eternity in its ease and which, in its magic, makes everything seem new, fresh, surprising, producing a constant awe at the world and what it offers us.

I know I don't need him but I want him, I want to choose him. I feel a loss at moving out, even though logically it is probably the correct thing to do. Almost as if something has been stolen from me. I never felt this way before, never knew this ease and peace he brings to my life. I realise how incredibly lucky I am. I'm finding this difficult right now.