Just a little interested in outside opinions if u dont mind... see theres me and my virgo love interest. (im a girl, hes a guy) past 4 years have kinda sorta been some casual unofficial thing... basically games all too recently realised by myself. im wondering if hes like gone gone or if theres room for recovery. recently i kinda blew up( neglect overload was wat i was feeling) at him and thats wen all these details started coming to the light. about me and all my games, honestly, playfulness and giddyness are so woven into my personality i didnt realise how ridiculous i looked. i reallie thought he knew me better than that. i think the fact that im such a socialite with that reallie made it look like i was trying to play with his head ( nevr was i ) (it was a huge crush gone awry)turns out he was just tired of me. he told me so,he said ive ben doing this for too long...n i always talk out the side of my neck oh and the kicker: "thats why i nevr just got n2 u, too many games." that statement alone was wat motivated the whole reflection thing on my part cause i reallie didnt have a clue. i kinda feel like id be kicking a dead horse if i try n still ask him how he feels about things, i think its too much of an open wound right now or maybe i should just leave him alone, i dont reallie want to but if thats watd be best i have no arguments..
