Hunger

I will not talk
I will not speak
Just falling through the cracks
And life goes on it always does
I??ll hibernate, I??ll sleep
I will not lie
I will not stop
Putting blame on myself
Since I am weak
Since I'm fucked up
Emotions — my defeat
I am a mess of hurt and insecurities
The one you won't touch
So please forgive me
Please forget
I won't put up a fight
I will destroy all chains that link me back to you
I won't call
I won't write
I know when all is through
Can't help myself to wonder
What is wrong with me?
It's like unknown hunger
Brings me to my knees
Hunger for destruction
Hunger for being loved
I??ll leave you alone, I promise
Although, believe me darling
The hurt will never stop

Thanks sweets! 🙂

thanks eden! I do need a hug! 😢

The best writing happens when I'm sad for some reason.