How are Taurus peeps doing?

Not much going on from what I can see.

Reveal all.

Keeping busy with work but not getting anything done. Too much depression. All I want to do is sleep but then I can't get anything done.

Okay. Probably good but I’m being pessimistic this am lol. I’m taking a forced thc break until this August so I’m trying to adjust. It’s really hard bc over the last few years I have almost forgotten about everything that used to ail me beforehand. Cbd helps but it isn’t the same without at least a tiny bit of thc. So I’m settling back in to my every day aches and pains, and being annoyed by everyone LOL. I forgot how much easier it made my life.... I’m actually glad to have been reminded. I’m trying to take full advantage of this time rn by staying fit if not increasing my workouts. I’m also interested in finding out what all I need to do to finish my bachelors. If I can get my bachelors, I can apply to work for the FBI if I make the age cut off. They changed their acceptance rules some time ago so I figured if I never try, I’ll never know.

Relationship wise I have had to give Virguy yet another eviction letter and I told him this time if he doesn’t comply, I will be taking the matter to his (grand)father. Finally trying to make boundaries and enforce them. So done feeling so anxious all of the time in my own home and ready for some much needed alone time. I’ve made progress with some amends back home and I have plans to visit my ex-fiancées family this year. I’m so lucky they are finally trying to forgive me. Also trying to pay off all the debts to people who helped me along the way. This is a big year for me bc I made the decision to do things differently. And I’m really happy with that decision. The depression is very real though and I’m fighting every day it feels like for my life. Somethings gotta give!

I am slowly getting off my ass and start doing stuff. Its so hard to get out of a rut. It took me the entire weekend to admit to myself that I might be wrong and need to question my reasoning about some issues. People urge me not to start conversations with ultimatums when I voice my frustrations. I spend too much time on dxpnet lurking in fire sign forums. Since I discovered Charlie Munger on ytI want to be more around people who are also earthy, I find the gregariousness of fire signs still breathtakenly appealing, doesnt mean that I gotta be like that. Confusing being attracted to something with being compatible is a rookie mistake I should stop doing. I am 29. Thats embarassing. Any woman here who also yearns after a peaceful companionship with a warmhearted partner who accepts your idiosyncracies? We all want that. We all want to be loved.