Does this mean the Aqua hates mee?? Interpret plz! (Page 2)

Quite an interesting observation. I hear ya.

Hey I havent called him. i do miss him, but holding out on calling him. Ball is in his court right?

Gosh it has been hard, but it helps for me to reread the posts by you guys. Just why do I feel like crap?

Hey BKK, you feel like crap because you were the person investing all of your energy in this man, so now that your no longer doing that your going through what I call emotional withdrawals, like an addict, plus theres the feelings of guilt, humiliation for chasing a man and a few more unspoken feelings.

It will get easier the more you lean back and stop pursuing him, you will get bored, get bored of hoping, wanting, needing. Evenutally He will reach out to you PROPERLY,and I'm not talking about those measily crumbs of how you doing, happy blah blah blah holidays these guys seem to send, it's better to keep your distance until you feel stronger and if he truly misses you he will get off his lazy ass come and look for you and sit down and talk to you other than him doing that it' better to maintain distance until your healed and able to deal with him without all the bad feelings you have inside. There will come a time if you allow yourself to heal, you will feel more balanced and will be able to deal with him logically instead of emotionally, right now your still tender.