Had It!!

I don't know if its an aquarian thing or what......But I fucking hate groups of people and they way they act as a group....and how they feel empowered as a group and do stupid shit....as a group......Like at my theatre My director / president of the company is a cancer.....her secretary is a taurus.......stage manager taurus....her husband who has a lead role is a scorpio......so they are all on the committee and they are just cunts!! dead set vapid no talent cunts but not only is not enough for them to have no talent and be in a position of authority they pass so much negative shit onto the cast and nothing they say is up lifting.....and I don't know if this is the same for all you other aquas but no one listens to me and I have the most brilliant amazing ideas out of them all put together.....its like they know I'm right but they choose not to listen to me and then a big fuck up happens and I just stay quiet when really I'm like HAHA FUCK YOU!!......anyways I hate groups of people I'm never in them I never fit in I always see them as an obstacle or a wall that needs to crumble......anyways rant over I'm not working with them anymore even though they are up shit creek without a paddle without me.....Do u aquas have problems with authority figures and such

Obviously, Aquarius people will always have a problem with people who do stupid stuff and never consider any of their input.

I never assume I know everything or that my opinion is always right but... I do get annoyed by groups of people allowing themselves to be influenced by one or two individuals without thinking on their own. I don't usually try to tell people how to do shit or live their lives, they can do w/e the hell they like. But, if it involves me then I suppose it would depend on my own personal mood at the time. I am more willing to allow people to fuck up and see that they were wrong then try and push my own ideas because I can always be wrong too. And when it turns out I'm right, even though the desire is oh so juicy at the moment, I try not to rub it in their face or even bring it up. I know it's on their mind... no need to make them feel dumb when they already do.

My mars in aqua can't stand it when people don't think for themselves and just go along with the group opinion and ideas. I'm like "Do you need us to tell you what to eat and when to go pee too?"

Of course, I'm the rebel that will refuse to think the same way as someone else (I might gather the same opinion, but I will learn more about it first), dress just like everyone else, get my hair cut in the popular style , crush on the same celebrities, etc. I have to be my own person come hell or high water. I went to a church where the preacher was preaching about popular culture. He was saying don't read the Davinci Code, don't watch and support Ellen, blah blah. People just blindly boycotted those things and formed negative opinions without ever seeing it for themselves. I started going to a different church because I wasn't going to be told what to read and watch. Preach the basics and I will investigate for myself and make my own opinions.

That said there are groups where I do agree with their opinions (the NRA for example), just don't tell me that's what my opinion is.

But thats just it.....in a group theres no place to be an individual and have your own thoughts.......but at the same time when your on your own you feel weak.....I'm startying to realise I need to find my tribe of fire and air signs where we both stimulate and move each other and take over this whole shebang!

Is there a way to compromise? Get along without having to change who you are?

I get along with all of them fine and yes they are all old.....Its just difficult having artistic differences.....I have a really hard time explaining myself verbally and thats why they don't take me seriously I'm more visual and explain things through my actions.....which is why every time i audition for parts I get them.....and thats how they see me, just some really good thing to have in the show.....what they should be doing is asking me how I do my makeup.....how I learnt how to act.....how I learnt how to sing I only started 2 years ago and didn't know any of that shit and now it got to the point that I'm the only one who is good on stage and its embarrassing because no one else matches me and its because instead of watching and learning which is what I did from the start ppl are always asking questions putting their hands up or rather spend time and energy bitching about everyone else or putting others down instead of seeing the company as a family .......anyways I'm doing a new show with a gemini director and she used to be with the company that I used to work with and she gave them all the finger and started her own company lol its become a little bit of controversy that I decided to work with her......its weird doing a show with someone new but she has her shit together.....shes even hired a makeup artist to do a workshop to show everyone how to do stage makeup...and she even paid for my insurance whereas in the other company u have to pay for your own....Da fuq??