Hate being so undecided and nervous!

I just want to be normal!!

Going out on Saturday and we where suppose to be meeting with a Taurus I have my eye on later but now he is going to another town to celebrate his birthday. My friend, his bf girlfriend said he invited her but she declined ((why)) I was going to give him a small token gift and to be quite honest I'd far rather go to the other town. She said she would think about it and Taurus would happy for me to be there because he "gets on really well with me". She is Cancer though and it feels like she decides what we do which i find really annoying :-/

Anyway I want to message him about it but i just cant.. so nervous and really undecided if its the right thing to do. Could really kick myself sometimes. If i was permanently drunk id be fine and say whatever and whenever lol Sounds really trivial but my nervousness annoys me so much!! Grr

That's actually a good idea!! Could watch a few episodes of Lost!!

Well I put on my big girl pants and did it! Go me :-O

is that really you in your profile pic? you are adorable!! so if you end up going to his birthday party or whatever this occasion is, let your hair down girl, curl it, wear a light colored eye shadow to make ur beautiful eyes pop, pastel lip stick only, (TAURUSES LIKE SOFT PASTEL COLORS, NOT TOO INTENSE LIKE BRIGHT RED, NOT OUR style, WE ARE SENSUAL CREATURES IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE), make sure your mascara is on point, and little eyeliner, i suggest on the top. not to dark.. its scary. and a tight dress, but long so its conservative in a way 😉

omg screw your cancer friend, be like look b i t c h i really like this guy and we are going i dont care what you say stop being a selfish control freak, do this for me! flirt with the taurus a little, smile bright and confidently, bate those eyelashes honey, work it, we love confident people who flirt with us. well at least for me, although i am a libra rising. do you know his signing sign?

anyway, do you have his number? if you do you should definitely ask him to hang out one day! he would also love and appreciate it if you came up with something to do, like "hey do you wanna go for a walk in the city and then grab something to eat", or "do you wanna go see this movie (be specific with a movie), taureses like girls with opinions.

omg my best friend is an aquarius and i literally love her so much like i cant get enough of her. what i love about her is that she is bold, friendly, kind, easy going, and opinionated but she never complains, theres a huge difference. she just likes what she likes and dislikes what she dislikes and i absolutely adore that about her. my typical aquarius girl 🙂

for instance, i hate that my other libra best friend can NEVER decide on anything, she can NEVER decide where to go out to eat, what to do tonight, what movie to watch, how she feels towards a guy or whatever. ugh girl do you like anything ??

taurus and aquarius relations are unlikely but i dont think they give each other enough of a chance, initially, first impressions, we find each other boring because we dont get one another on the surface but once you get to know one another, we have alot in common!

ugh i just love my aquarius best friend so much like my heart feels like its filled with so much passion right now just talking about her because she is so amazing and were so close i dont know what i would do without her because shes my rock, since were both fixed signs. she is so loving and caring and GENEROUS

Thanks for your reply MT!! Put a smile on my face :-) That is me, love your make- up advise because that is what suits me and I was actually going to wear my black pencil dress (to my knees) lol! Your advise was spot on!!

But... there is always a BUT. After I sent the message (a jokey type) last night it was a complete disaster. He instantly replied with "what the ****" Instantly I knew I put my foot in something.. it basically turned out that my Cancer friend was telling me lies and Taurus never even asked her if she wanted to go.. even his BFF wasn't going (her partner). No idea what the hell she was playing at, but I noticed Yesterday Taurus dropped her off to meet me and she took great pleasure in rubbing it in and also he text her later on to ask if she wanted him to pick her up because he is going to her house again anyway.. again she took great pleasure in this. He was talking to her in the car and from what I saw it seemed like he was talking about offering me a lift home (that's the way he is and he normally does)but I think she told him not to bother because my bus would be here soon of some sort. I just had that feeling you know.. and im normally right. I dont know if she suddenly fancies him or what but she was being odd.

Anyway... after me sending him that message I looked like a complete idiot... only because I know she will put a spin on it to save her own ass. He started joking around with me at the end which made me feel abit more at ease but tbh I just want to crawl back into the cave I came from! Hate being made a fool of. When stuff like this happens I tend to remove myself completely. He rising sun is a Leo from what I can see btw! We got on like a house on fire, he would be a really great friend to have around if nothing else!!

My rising is Libra lol My sister and dad are libra so I completely get you there!!!!! Lmao!!

Omg, your friend is conniving, don't trust her. Find a new bff. Someone offered you a ride, and she didn't even ask you and made you take the bus instead? WHAT A WITH. She must have some Aries in her no offense, Aries are territorial and jealous.

Anyway. Yeah just play it off and laugh along with the joke lol. So he just invited you and not the other two? Is that right?

And are you sure his rising is Leo?
When is his exact bday btw and when is yours?

Witch *

Yeah i don't trust her at all now.. no she lied to me and told me he invited all of us and her partner was going. Turns out he didn't and her partner wasn't going.. which is also odd to me because they are stuck at the hip. I have no idea what the hell happened.. but I definitely put my foot in something. She has probably now told him I like him.. and I know what happened to the last girl that showed interest in him... she ended up being talked about and called a creep. I questioned myself about messaging him and clearly that was for a reason, my intuition was telling me it was a bad idea... wish I had listened lol I did just try and laugh it off with a few jokes, but on the inside I boiling lol!!

Well when i first met him he reminded me of a Leo and when I checked the chart it came up Leo but I don't know the exact time of birth so it could also be a Sag. His 02.05.1990 UTC +0 and mine is 21.01.1987 11:47am UTC +2 :-)

Omg i can't wait for the follow up story where you fuck this cock blocking, cancer, cunt off....

always listen to your intuition honey, no matter what. but its okay, dont worry, everyone messes up, (not saying you messed up, you just didnt listen to your gut feeling).... anyway, yes! ditch the bee eye tee C h

hm idk i wouldnt guess unless you are 100% positive. just focus on his sun for now.