not showing feelings much?

i've been dating my darling for about a month and a half now. i know its not a long time, but cause we spent a lot of time together i think its a proper relationship because of its intensity.

my sweetheart treated me like a princess once we started going out, but once he lost his job he started ignoring me. i was very upset with that but when i told him he's neglecting me he was angry with me denying. then we had this TALK so i thought everything is gonna be alright. and when i met alright i mean i want him to contact me reguraly... now he's away on holidays with all his family he hasnt seen for years. i understand he's busy but sending me just one (although very sweet one) text after 10 days no see is a bit wierd to me. i already thought that maybe he met someone else there!! (maybe a cousin of cousin or whatever...) and because of that i drunkly kissed with a friend of friend of him... should i feel guilty?

the main question is : are aquariuses really so caring but not showing? he's born on the edge of pisces actually, but still aquarius...

mine shows zero-but does it in some very small ways-he has never been into nice messages-effection makes him like an ice cube-he'll only take it in a playful manner-and even then its nothing-still thinking about what to do with mine-i do accept thats him-but it will get worse with time, or i can deal with nothing-i dont know. I am not the most effecionate person-but the odd thing would be nice-he just pinches me and stuff.hmmmmmm

"he'll only take it in a playful manner"

"he just pinches me and stuff.hmmmmmm"

lol...i did the same thing to all of my exes, i never take thing too seriously, i just keep it light and fun

the thing is when i told him i felt like if he was loosing his interest he became really confused and surprised by me saying so... and he said im wrong. but then he couldnt explain why he's not sending me msgs frequently...

Tarus lady-mine is the same-sayes im wrong and is now trying hard to prove it-so i'll just keep my mouth shut -(call me alien-)would u do the same if u were serious about her(i like the pinches by the way) Aquaaqi- it can seem that way but then he'll bend over backwards to show it-i just dont think they are effectionate or into messages-i dont think it can mean they are loosing interest...